I'm Bi and the last time i had any fun with another girl was 5 years ago!!! Iv been in a relationship with my other half (M) for 7/8 years now and i have been fine, but recently iv found myself needing/wanting a woman, it started as just a want and something i fancied but now its got to the point were i keep imagining how much better sex would be if i had a woman to play with too! if i'm on my own i'l only ever think of women now (all past lovers which makes me want it even more!) Last night we were having sex (i wont go into details lol) but all i could think of for most of it was having an ex laying next to me and hearing her moans and watching her face as she enjoyed the tickle of my tongue over her breasts and my fingers playing with her pussy and clit making her orgasm at the same time as i did. It just drove me crazy! I told OH afterwards and he didnt mind, but he said he would be grateful if i didnt think of exes or if i did not tell him because its just awkward for him. So...i need a new woman in my life! i hate 1 night stands with women, i always think a woman deserves so much more! so i need to find someone who is up for a friendship with benefits, Its just so awkward trying to find anyone when i didnt grow up here and don't know many people and the people i do know are straight as could be. Grrr lol why does it always have to be so awkward! Theres no answers to this really lol its just a rant/moan/getting it off my chest post lol! xx
I'd like to get off on your chest...wait, I don't think that's what this thread is about. would your S/O be jealous of you for having a girl to play with on the side or do you just not even know how to go about finding a "friend"?
lol bi for fun, i already have a partner who happily does that regularly, i dont need any more he wouldn't be jealous of a new girl, just of an ex girl, he feels odd that i was with them before him and then going back to them, he said it would make him feel like he wasnt good enough for me and so i was going back to past lovers iygwim? He has said its fine tho if i want to get a GF on the side. id know how to go about finding someone back in the city i originally came from were i knew where the different types of people went etc but were we live now is so kind of traditional that there seems to be nowhere! lol! I did today get chatting to the only lesbian couple i know about that lives here (no one ever speaks to them because they are lesbians makes me sad, love is love, doesn't matter who your in love with!) So im hoping that we can start chatting more and then maybe ask them about were they go for the 'local' gay scene. I kind of feel bad that i have this need so much and that im not completely satisfied with my partner, he of course satisfies me in every way a man could but its different with a woman and thats what im craving oh so bad! x
