Hi My name is Creolegirl! I have a question. I have all ways been straight. But I 've noticed that I like to look at other women. In December 2011 I met this young lady who lives in the complex. We became friends. She would give me advice on buisness endeavors. We became close like sisters. She would confide in personal things. She would ask me to come to her house to watch a movie. When I leave she would be at my house ten min later. Either I'am at her house or her's. If she goes somewhere, I'am with her. I started to developing feelings for her. One day when she was looking at me, I noticed a sparkle in her eyes.( ok) I can know say that I have love for this woman. She has everything a woman would want in a man(no desrepect ya'll, I'am speaking as a herotrsexual) But the thing is that she is giving me mixed signals. Some days she has had a man spend the night, several men. But if I mention a man, she would get mad ass hell. Sometimes I cant look her in the eye because I show my emotions in my eyes. This is painful because I want to jump her bones, But i'am afraid she will reject me saying" I'am not like that" because of the male company that's pops up from time to time. One time she came by my house. She asked me " do you want to come over, if you know what I mean?" I got scared and said no, I'am tired. She will do anything for me. Has done things for me. Sacrificed for me.
It sounds like you already know what you want, it's obvious that you two both love each other at least as friends already. From the sounds of it she may be interested in you as well. I'd say go for it, but come on gently you don't want to be to forward and come on too strong especially with a friend.
Yeah but how exactly are you planning on going about this? Maybe just come out and ask her what her sexual preference is. If she asks you, what would you feel comfortable telling her?
