I don't care about the pain. I've been penetrated a couple times, by myself. I know it hurts at first. That's fine. But I'm afraid my anus will become disgusting-looking and worn out over time. Does that happen?
Yeah it can. Google image that shit, bro. If you just relax and go with the flow you'll just expand it, but if you tense and push and what not then the blood usually tends to make a small clot or several of them and then you get what's referred to as "pumpkin ass"? Maybe? I dunno. You basically want to be in positions you find comfortable so that you're not straining any part of that area. ie: Squatting is bad. Of course I'm sure assholes are like opinions and everyone's is different.
Its ironic that your ass is more likely to end up disgusting by what you put in your mouth than what you stick up your bum
I don't think you have anything to worry about. You are a "semi-versatile" bottom, I am a 100% bottom. i have been taking dick up my ass for over 20 years with no trouble at all. Enjoy.
I'm 20 and bi, and I have been fucked by a lot of trannies, with huge cocks. I love it. The combo of initial pain than pleasure then ecstasy, then a big load of cum in ur mouth that sends u to heaven. Just bend over, lube up and take it like a man. It feels fucking amazing. I love riding my dildo's but nothing beets someone behind or on top of u thrusting their cock deep and hard in ur ass