I should have really understood what the hell this DMT shit was before taking it. I'm a seasoned weed and acid tripper by all accounts. As far as it was explained dmt was supposed to be "the same" as acid. Fuck off, fuck the fuck off. I'm about to sound like a crazy babbling idiot. I brought 100 mg for $50 and it was yellow but was told it was quality. Anyway I sat down packed a pipe with half my stash started to smoke it and after the first toke my head felt all drained. So I quickly huffed the rest of off it and boom I was out. I remember dropping the pipe and watching the table next to me. The table felt like it was alive and it before my eye disassembled it went wavy. Next I remember colours of shapes and weird colours colours that I didn't think we're possible and all these geometrical shapes. Specifically I remember lots of circles intertwined. I felt like I left my body and somehow I didn't matter who I was or my personality was a facade. I heard a loud high pitch sound and felt like I was traveling through time and space. I was so overwhelmed and astonished to what the fuck was going on I couldn't even take everything in. Ok now I'm going to get a bit fucking nuts on you. This black liquidish woman I think it was a woman. I don't know how I knew this was a woman it just felt like a woman I mean that is her presence not her actual touch. She looked kind of like medusa is suppose in a way. I was trying to ask questions but getting no where. I just felt all this love I suppose that's all I can describe it as. Finally she told me to relax and calmed me. And I needed to listen. It was explained that a War was coming and it's not the bit the beginning. This war was painful but not the end I saw a colourful pentagram. She then said that we are about to grow and I saw weird colourful helix shapes it was amazing. I felt like I was placed back in my body by her. I slowly came to after then patterns subsided. I asked my housemate how long I was out for and it was only 30 min. But felt like hours. I can't make any fucking sense of this. I don't know if it was the drug making my crazy or something more. It felt so god damn real though?
I suppose I was. Absolute terror though. Don't know if I'll touch it again. I've had plenty of drugs in my time and this is somthing else.
I suppose it was. Absolute terror though. Don't know if I'll touch it again. I've had plenty of drugs in my time and this is somthing else
I wouldn't write it off completely - you just weren't prepared. Do some research on DMT (there are documentaries and books about it, not to mention other trip reports) and maybe come back to it once you know more about it. I can relate a little bit. The first and only time I tried salvia the person who smoked it with me told me it was similiar to weed. Imagine my surprise...
Yeah that's a good idea. I'm going to get a sound knowledge of it before I think of heading back there. Haha the old "salvia? It's practically the same as weed" line. I hate that shit I don't mind taking things I just need to be psychologically preped. As I'm sure most of us prefer..
The intensity and velocity with which DMT comes on is unparalled so yah it's not 'the same as acid' and has been mentioned there is much information on the net for DMT. Although you may not have enjoyed some of it, it really does sound like a great DMT trip.
Your dealer doesn't know shit if he describes acid and DMT as the same. But the first time on DMT is always a mind fuck, it's hard to understand what it is until it happens to you. If you did it again, I bet you it would be less intimidating. Some people like the yellow/orange DMT, some people like it white. You will see it both ways and either will do the job when made right. I don't really find any difference in color, but some people swear there is. And FYI, $50 for 100 mg is a really high price, the most I have ever heard of someone paying for that amount of DMT. Although it really is a priceless experience, and in some ways worth whatever your dealer wants. On the other hand you can make it yourself, and good connections will have you paying $50 or less for whole gram.
yeah, consider yourself lucky. I've never been able to get as beautifully powerful a breakthrough as you describe Even for experienced trippers, it can be hard to get over the anxiety.
I've been sitting on DMT for a few years now without having the guts to experience a breakthrough. It's the "shotgun to the face" of psychedelics (when smoked) . . . I just haven't been wanting that experience, so it collects dust and oxidizes I like the long flowing trips that let you get acclimated in some way to the radical changes. I can take something back from that. When I try DMT, it's just :dizzy2: half of my wussying out is how harsh it is on my lungs. i will invest in a vapor genie later in my life.
Should I be more afraid of DMT than I am? You just gotta go through it once. As long as I don't die from it, I don't want to be afraid of it.
I have ~25 DMT trips and I get nervous pretty much every time I venture over 40 mgs. I don't think you should be particularly fearful of DMT if you have gathered some research about it and realize you're not going to die and the side effects are relatively benign compared with many other drugs. I also don't believe the first DMT trip will relieve all fear or trepidation you have of the DMT trip and in fact my most frightening and difficult DMT trip was a more recent one for me.
physically (in the real world) what were you doing? Laying in your bed eyes closed? Still sitting up? Does the stuff knock you out and you enter a trippy dream or how's it work? curious. OOh, has anyone tried to attack/emotionally combat or challenge said beings? I'd love to hear about that..
I very much doubt you would combat an entity in another realm.. the experience is far too powerful to think about abusing it during the experience. When you have a breakthrough you usually go in eyes closed and just sit/lay there for about 5 minutes, until you come back. whoever said it was like acid is a complete idiot. dmt (along with salvia) are some of the strongest substances in this world. all other drugs alter your current world like lsd or shrooms or cacti, but dmt will take you literally into some kind of hyperspace world/dimension you've never been to before. salvia is a dissociative, so obviously no one's gonna like it for recreational use. most people smoke it though chewing is a far better idea. you can also break into another realm with salvia, there are a number of these trips explained on other sites but salvia's far more of a gamble with your mind and youll have no idea how you'll react. dmt's often described as the opposite, more of a rollercoaster accompanied by geometric patterns made of love, but no one can even decently describe it, it's ineffable. for dmt, you need to do your homework. there is no other way to safely do it. read other reports and maybe check this out: https://www.dmt-nexus.me/users/house/DMTDiagram.png in the end nothing will truly prepare you for it and you will just have to understand that nothing will happen to you or hurt you, so you have no reason to be afraid, tho of course that's a hard feeling to combat. just relax, try meditating for 20 minutes beforehand even if you never have before, you just wanna go in calm. and don't ask questions for the most part, at least ones on existence/why we exist and that kinda shit. the only think you're gonna learn and you've probably learnt this from other psychedelics is that we're all one and made out of life/love/energy, whatever you wanna call it. entities vary a lot, some are a lot wiser like ones that are just light, whereas others might kinda be tricksters having fun. sometimes you'll encounter entities who basically know what you are, others will be just as confused as you. you won't always encounter entities but most people say they encounter them 75% of the time from what I've found. oh and my argument for whether it's real or not (just my opinion!!!): of course it's real, it actually happened and your mind obviously didn't create it, did it? Vaped dmt experiences my resemble dreams but dreams are made of your own collective knowledge and experiences fused together in the wildest of ways, while dmt experiences obviously shoot you into places you've never been and you'll meet entities you've never met outside of "hyperspace". so yeah it's more than likely real, but not in the physical reality, some other dimension we'll never really understand.
I hate to sound like a dick and tell you that you should look things up before trying them. But here me out on this, I have friends that have delved deeper into psychedelics than I, and I can't believe how little they know about what they're doing. They always tell me about the unrealistic super potency of acid they get, the cleanest shrooms, doses of DMT that are just like acid like you heard... My point is, don't trust somebody just because they've done it more, I'm sure there are people out there who haven't touched weed that might know more about it than the common stoner. With the web, it's a fools play to not search it up. Hopefully your experience now has taught you that. I would hate for you or anyone really to try something like ayahuasca after being told it was just like shrooms or something ridiculous. Know your drug! I do kind of envy your experience though, it sounds like a quality DMT experience!