i started doing mdma since may or the summer, and since then i would pop 1-3 times a month. when i first started popping, the highs were pretty great, just had a great sensation rushing thru my body, wanted to cuddle and hug everyone, and i was super chatty (it helped me open up a lot). recently, the highs are still good but different. im not as chatty and i dont experience much of that nice sensation in my body. i also dont grind my teeth as much which is good i guess? i just get rly spaced out and fucked up. the last two rolls i experienced hallucinations but they were pretty fun. i was seeing sounds and everything was moving in waves. also when i first started popping, all i wanted to do was connect with people and talk. now i dont feel that connectedness and instead i mostly just feel like having sex with my bf, and for the past couple rolls thats all we did. i know i should space out my doses, but does the frequency of often i pop affect the high? like have my highs been a lil different lately because ive been doing it for the past several months? or could it be the quality of the m's?
You're burning out your seratonin system by being stupid. Yes, the MDMA experience changes with repeated dosing.
roor, people would be more inclined to take your advice if you weren't so condescending when you offered it OP, you are rolling too often. the frequency that you take a drug will definitely change the effects it has on you. also, you might not ever roll as good as you did in the beginning. it's not uncommon for your 1st roll (or trip) to be one of the best ones.
Hey, I'm just laying it out and getting right to the point..... I've done stupid things too. It's not a moral judgment or anything. Just something that OP needs to realize about the way they're taking drugs. Gotta learn to research. OP: erowid.org is an excellent resource for info on just about any drug there is, check it out. Also, when you say "roll" I assume you're taking pills. If they're not the same pills (or even if they look the same) you could also be getting different chemical combinations each time. Pills are often regarded as utter crap (potentially dangerous or deadly crap) unless a test verifies them to be MDMA.
Sounds like you may have gotten some MDA in your pills, that would explain the trippy feeling you describe. But as others have said each pill is a different combo. The only way to get back to where you were when you started is a long tolerance break. So many people end up going this route though so don't feel bad. Rolling is so awesome, they want to feel that way all the time and pretty soon they have done it 10 times in two months.
You should limit your MDMA use to about once a month or less. Many different factors can affect your MDMA experience. Mindset and setting are important, so if you used to plan your MDMA experiences out really well and then eventually just started taking it on a whim more, that can have an impact on your experience. One of the notorious effects of MDMA is what's called 'diminishing returns' and for the most part it's kind of like how you describe, for many the more they roll (cumulative) and the more often they roll, the euphoria and some of the empathogenic effects ( the chattiness, the openness, etc.) start to dwindle, some report getting the 'magic' back after a break, some don't feel it's ever the same. The description of your last 2 rolls sounds more like MDA or something similar, I can't envision MDMA all of a sudden producing pronounced hallucinations if you haven't experienced them previously unless you have upped your dosage of MDMA.
i was reading about mda today and i think you're right. i think i have been taking mda in my past couple rolls because i wasnt feeling as loving or empathetic, it was definitely more psychedelic than anything. krazy
yep. you're building a tolerance to the drug. happens with ALL drugs, ALL experiences ... even threesomes. watch you don't fly too fast, too high, Princess. remember Icarus!!!
yeah learnt that the hard way, been eating M for around 4 years now one stage through then went all out for like 8 months 10-15pills, gramz of magicdust n mrocks.. wouldnt even relise id be droppin that much untill sunday, still up buzzin hard 7 am looking at your wallet thinkin fuck whered my money go...
forgot to add, whilst rollin i lernt sometimes its not about the different highs,or been burnt out from m, its sometimes a headfuck. you think you have a high tolorance from droppin it often, forcing you to eat more, the more mdma you have in you, the more energy your body doesnt know what to do with it, sends it to your head, your dopamine levels go awol, forcing you to sit there on the nod, cbf moving caus its such a good feeling. dont get me wrong, you do get a tolorance but then again everyone handles it differently, if you used to get off it only 1-2 pills now you need 10 everytime you roll. its because you pushed yourself to 10, loved that feeling off 10, your convinced yourself thats what tolarance your at.
