Twas the night before Chatmas

Duke Nukem 64.. even that is high tech compared to what I'm playing! I haven't played that one though. Maybe I'll get on that once I finish this game.

What I'm playing now is this:


When I was like 4-5 years old it was the only video game I had to play.

 

smitten

 

dude smokem 420.

 

well...since i forgot my fucking weed and i didnt smoke all day...just did 2 bongies and i'm now effin toast



i'll talk to you guys and gal;s tomorrow,,,,,,gots ta jet....i keep missing that fucking quottation/apostrophe thing and thus me posts are laced with semi colons.....

 

thought you didnt smoke bongies.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJTw5xXxyKk"]Duke Nukem Quotes & One-Liners - YouTube

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9O_OKs9XN8"]xmascat - YouTube
your toy catalog for 2012..

 

Man, this never even crossed my mind... But i think i might have some sort of mild bipolar disorder. I contradict everything i say and do, and i don't even mean a lot of the things i say. Some times i'm the most optimistic person in the world, i give the most amazing advice to cheer my girlfriend and all my friends up, i'm extremely caring and generous and just want to give, and i have a reasonable happy answer for everything...

And i always used to be like that all the time, except for the few occasions i'd be upset and whatnot. But i dunno during this past year or two it changes so quickly, i'll be really happy for a day or two, but then hate the world for a week.. and it'll just continue.

These past few days have been hell for me and everyone around me i'm sure... It's like a complete sense of hopelessness and hatred, i lack the ability to give a fuck about anything or anyone, and everything is just pointless. But... now i'm starting to come out of it, and i just feel like a complete douche

I've been an extreme dick to my girlfriend these past few days and i don't even know why, everything she says i just have to say the opposite, and whenever she's in a good mood i just had to crush it, and whenever she tried to help me feel better i made her advice sound like it was meaningless and completely wrong... But she tried to ignore all that, and today was the one day i didnt work this week.. And she wanted to pick me up after class to go pick out a christmas tree with her and her family, and they wanted me to come over and decorate it with them and they had this huge christmassy thing planned and her brothers girlfriend was coming too so it was like one big thing for everyone, and she really wanted me to go..

And what did i say? I woke up and saw the text and said i was busy, she asked why, i said it sounded lame and i didn't wanna go, i told her it's "double XP weekend, i can't miss this it's important" ... over a stupid video game, what the fuck is wrong with me i was just in that hate-filled meaningless mood... but now that im kinda out of it, i feel like complete crap about what i've put her and everyone through the past few days..

*sigh

 

I've been such a douche that she even told me not to text her anymore until i'm 'feeling better'... which hasn't ever happened before, we're the type that text each other constantly from the moment we wake up until we go to bed, so i know i must have been a huge dick.. I don't even know what to do, i don't even want to text her because i know i'll just end up being like that to her again.. I feel kinda good now, but i can just feel that disgust and those hate-filled thoughts lingering there and coming back, bah

 

Did You Know That It's Not Just Women That Have Monthly

Cycles, Men Do Too.

We All Live Our Life In A Series Of Cycles, What Is Really Important Is

How We Recognise A Bad One, And How We Handle It....



Cheers Glen.

 

Actually?

Well, whatever it is, I don't handle it well at all... I turn into a major monster douche lol i'm naturally stubborn... But when i'm stubborn and pissed, you'll probably want to kill me that's how retardedly impossible i get

I don't want to be that kinda guy that blames his issues on 'drugs' but, i think smoking to much weed does make me a little more unstable.. i think i've been in denial about that for a long time.. moderation is amazing, but when i'm always high.. I dunno.. I'll smoke one bowl and i'll get really depressed and it'll ruin my entire mood, then i'll smoke another and i'll get the giggles and be amazingly happy, but then the feeling starts to fade so i smoke more and more until it just really fades and makes me super depressed, then i pass out lol

I keep saying ill take a little break.. but i never do, hell, i just finished smoking now

 

u wot m8

 

Yep, Weed Is Your Problem, STOP For 2 Weeks, And See

How Your Mental Health Changes, I Did This 3 Years Ago With Wine,

I Stopped For A Month And Was Pleasantly Surprised How Much Better I Felt,

And How Much Sharper My Mind Was....

Then I Went Back To It....



Cheers Glen.

 

thanks for killing my post cry baby..

 

Awesome toy catalogue review.
I think those little alien autopsy kits were the coolest things there.

I used to have a skateboard from a toy store and after riding it back and forth a couple of times in my basement the front truck twisted and broke off. Fuck those things. I'm happy I don't have to buy toys for any kids.

I think you should be careful of putting a title to your moods. You might be bipolar, but it's more likely that you'll just tie yourself down by blaming a disorder for your moods.

Next time you get into a shitty mood take a few deep breaths and try to relax. If you know you're gonna say something you'll regret later try to calm yourself down and keep it in. It's pretty normal to have shitty moods, you just have to try to work with them and keep yourself in line sometimes.

 

I Never Touched Your Post Mr Hairy Nuts, One More Attack On Me And I Have

A Good Mind To Catch The Next Flight To Squirrel-Land, Put You Across My

Knee, And Spank Your Cute Furry Little Butt Till It's Red Raw....



Cheers Glen.

 

This is what i've been planning on doing, just haven't gotten around to it yet lol, 2 weeks is so long i always miss smoking to much.. I remember i took a tolerance break a long time ago.. But i forget how it affected me

I'm sorry at first i thought it was another song you posted, so i clicked it like i usually do to listen to while reading the new posts... then i realized it was you i didn't know you made youtube videos

in case you're wondering, i want the hulk hands :2thumbsup: lol

I agree i've never been one to put a title on mental disorders, I think they make it worse, creating a "placeable" effect in a sense. It's just a way for doctors to get you to take these and those different pills...

But that's good advice, i will have to take this into consideration in the future!

 

was just browsing youtube and came across a 20 minute video of some weirdo flipping thru christmas toy catalogs -_____-

 

I Liked The Sound Of His Voice, I Always Thought Orison Would Sound

Like A Nutbucket, But Instead, He Sounds Perfectly Sane And Rational....



Cheers Glen.