Fucked up but I'm cool with it!

Oh my I am so fucked up. I'm do suicidal its insane. But I'm not depressed! You prolly wonder why I haven't killed myself then but it's because I'm waiting for a specific date! My reason for waiting is becouse there's a couple things I still gotta do.

Oh also I was learning about sociopaths in school and I'm pretty dang darn sure I am one.

When ppl die I get jealous and wish it was me. I don't feel bad for them I just wish I was them.

I'm pretty sick for being jealous of the kids in Connecticut.

 

Dude, get some help pronto. This is a disturbing thread considering the events of the last few days.

 

yeah, you should definitely talk to someone about this. in real life.

 

Please don't compare your situation to those poor innocent kids as they did not choose their demise........you are clearly calling out for help, as others have said please go and get it I am sure there are organisations in the US like we have here in Australia (Life Line) that will give you an immediate response to your attitude....the loss of a life has a terrible reaction on a lot of people and I am sure there are people who would suffer seriously if you took your life...

 

Dude life goes on and trust me it gets better everybody has there strugles and this is just something you have to work through but PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF there is so much to live for dont you want to fall in love get married have children go skydiving there are so many things you would miss out on just trust me when I say LIFE GETS BETTER dont let this one low take you out of the race see a psyciatrist and turn everything over to god just please I beg you dont kill yourself think about your family and everybody that loves you please I beg you please DONT KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!Please man I am praying for yo. <3

 

Dude life goes on and trust me it gets better everybody has there strugles and this is just something you have to work through but PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF there is so much to live for dont you want to fall in love get married have children go skydiving there are so many things you would miss out on just trust me when I say LIFE GETS BETTER dont let this one low take you out of the race see a psyciatrist and turn everything over to god just please I beg you dont kill yourself think about your family and everybody that loves you please I beg you please DONT KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!Please man I am praying for yo. <3

 

Ummm... This is kind of an old thread.

 

he is probably dead by now