I am in love with two people and am driving myself crazy. My husband of 15 years and my best girlfriend who I've known for 5 years. 2 years ago my husband, girlfriend and I started having threesomes and the sex is so amazing and exciting. Of course, my man and I still have sex alone and occasionally my gf and I also have sex alone. They have never had any sexual contact between each other without me there. Over the 2 years my gf has been in and out of various relationships with men and it just never seems to work out. She recently started dating a man and told me she needed to stop our arraingement because she really wanted to try and make it work with this guy. I am in love with her and told her so. She told me she loves me too but would never want to be responsible for breaking up my marriage and that she can't go on the way we are. I understand completely but am heartbroken. I love my husband and would never leave him but I love her too. I guess I just want to have my cake and eat it too.
Seems simple....maybe you could consider moving her in and living the life of a threesome........whatever that is called, I mean to say why not.
You have to realize she doesn't love you like that. She just likes to fuck you. Plus, you're being a little unfair since you've had your shot at the dick in a jar, two SUVs, two dogs, two kids, and the yard with the picket fence. Chicks love that gay shit.
If you really love your bestfriend then let her go and let her be happy with her new love. Dont be greedy or jealous, and realize you have husband. A HUSBAND, not some dog in the house.
