Hey there, I've been experiencing with DMT a bit myself, and came across the questions, and would appreciate to hear what other people have to say.. I got these questions off of tumblr.. and the person who wrote them is thinking of putting the answers into a project, maybe a book of experiences and artwork.. But it's a really lovely questionnaire and I'd love to read some of your guys answers :grouphug: What is your name? What is your age? Do you follow a religion? If no, are you Spiritual? Do you suffer from any mental or physical illness? If yes, explain. Do you take medications? If yes, explain. When and how did you first learn about Dimethyltryptamine (DMT)? When was the first time you experimented with DMT? What was your outlook on life before DMT? What is/was your outlook on life after DMT? Did DMT have a positive or negative affect on your life? Do you think DMT could potentially have a positive impact on the world? Do you agree with treating and/or curing addictions and/or mental illness with the use of DMT? Describe DMT in one word/phrase. Please explain your experience as follows: - Method. - Environment. - Duration. - Short term after effects. (How did you feel as soon as you “got back”). - Any visualizations/details you can remember. (Go into complete detail from beginning, peak, middle, and finish). - If you have any artwork, or would like to create or post artwork as well
I’m Alex, 19. I wouldn’t really say I’m spiritual.. I’m aware.. I believe in energy, good, bad energy, what you put out, what you put in.. I don’t have any mental illness, but I do have a degenerate spine disease. I do not take medications, only smoke weed. I don’t remember the first time I heard about it DMT. Always heard it was “the stuff your brain releases when you enter REM cycle, when you are born, and when you die.” I never initially planned on doing it. I always told myself, I will experience it when I die. But, my boyfriend started extracting it, and I got some. My first time, I had pushed myself to do it, I had super cleaned my screen for my bowl, and got ready. I was laying in my bed, packed with a little bud, and topped it off the some of the DMT, melted it down and took a few good hits until the room started changing. I remember being told, to just close your eyes, and go in. Don’t fight it, just go in. So I went in. The furthur I went, the more it looked like those Alex Grey paintings.. Like, the faces.. I was kind of scared to entirely let go, and I kept on narrorating to myself what I saw in my head. I felt like I had gone entirely into my brain, that it like, flipped inside out into itself, into the universe. I felt a total connection with the world, and at a total peace. I felt as if, if this is what happens when you die, I’m not afraid anymore. I loved it. I felt as if I had experienced something so magical, so wondeful.. It was like, I went through this hallway of the entirity of life. I felt enlightened, as if I knew life’s biggest secrets. The second time I smoked it, I had moved 600 miles away from home, and I was with my boy. He had packed a bowl for both of us, and melted it down for me to take the first hit. I unknowing that it was a bowl ment for both of us, took the biggest hit I could’ve taken. Before I could have even finished inhaling, I emerged into this whole new world. This is going to be the best I can explain it, using words.. Because words cannot explain where you go.. But it was like, I was this hill, and hundreds of these like, geometerical, cell like creatures engulfed me. They were these beautiful shades of yellow, and red, with the biggest, most curious playful eyes I had ever seen, with such a warm happy energy. They were so excited, and so amused, and so happy to see me. Eyes open or closed, they danced around me, and played in me, on me. Their playfulness, and curiousity reminded me of puppies and kitties, and I told my boyfriend that’s what they were.. But they were more like cells. But these amazing little guys. Eyes opened, I looked around the room and they danced and mingled and tingled. As I was coming down, they were still happy and curious, but I felt as if they were taking care of me, they knew I was safe, and they were just so happy that I had seen them. That I had met them. I remember giggling so much when they were on me. Around the room. Dancing and swirling, and smiling, and all their eyes looking at me, and their energy. Once I came down, I just couldn’t stop smiling. I was so amazed. I looked at this now empty room, and just felt so much better about everything. These guys are always here. There’s like, layers upon layers of all these other dimensions within ours, and they’re always there. They feed off our energy, good or bad, they are always here. They take care of us. They are truly God. I figured, the more bad energy you have in your life, the more bad dimensions, beings, entities, whatever you want to call it, will be around you, the more good energy you have, the better things will be taking care of you. I believe when you die, you don’t go to a heaven or hell, you just go into one of these many dimensions that surround you. A bad dimension, a good one, it is truly up to you, and what you give out. I believe we are truly blessed though. And I feel, like, the more you interact with these realms, the more you become aware.. The more blessings you notice. The more they’re taking care of you. They love you. Life loves you. Whatever they are, wherever they are, they love you. They are just as curious and as scared as you may be. It’s like they get confused sometimes, like, what are you doing here? You shouldn’t be here yet. But some of them, embrace you, with the warmest arms you could ever feel. And they hug you so close.. DMT trips are blessings themselves. I believe that everyone should DMT twice, but DMT is not quite for everyone. There is so many people engulfed in their own worlds, their own ideas. That they’re simply not ready for such things. It would be such a wonderful place if we could all use this knowledge to grow though.. To open all doors. To make it so everyone is ready for DMT, but that’s not the case yet. People do need to become enlightened. But at the same time, I’m not sure what would happen.. It truly changes everything you thought you believed in. It takes you to heaven, it takes you to God. A different God every time.. And people are so closed minded sometimes.. I don’t think everyone would even believe it themselves. But man, DMT is just.. Something else. It’s unbelievable, it’s believeable, it’s a blessing.. How can you go through your normal routine, your normal days, after knowing what is out there? How can you work the typical 9-5 job, with the typical paychecks, and the typical wants of a big house, nice car, when you know there is so much more the world? It’s unbelievable.. Everytime I smoked it, when I got back, I was in a place of pure bliss. Just so calm, and happy, and estatic, and amazed.. You never feel bad, or anything. Just amazed.. For like, 5-15 minutes, it has changed my life, in the greatest ways. I am so incrediably blessed. The universe truly has my back. And they have a plan for me and my boy, and they are leading us to somewhere we need to go. Throughout our whole relationship, we have truly winged it, and gone with the flow and have gone through some rough patches, but we are truly on an enlightened path.. We are being truly guided by these beautiful creatures.. And I’m not entirely sure what they have up their sleeve for us.. but I know it’s somewhere nice. And every turn in life, we are grateful, every problem we encounter, we are grateful. We are going exactly where we need to be, when we need to go. And without knowing what exactly is out there.. I’m not sure we would’ve even gotten this far.. We are truly blessed.
