Please? psychic..

but, the fortunes that are in the the cookies now- a- days don't tell you your fortune, they say things like, well, i can't think of anything. But, let me tell you, they aren't fortunes, more like an advertisement of some sort. and, then they give you a lucky number. if you're lucky, you get more than one number.

 

just look around you and observe everything and trust your internal. Sea turtles know to go to that island to mate every year INSTINCTUALLY. you have similar insticts underneath your human ego. turtles are psychic

 

the other night i dreamed the number 2 . well , it was like watching
a nothing movie of darkness and then a finely drawn numeral 2
appears . then as it fell emerged a seven , but quickly this morphed into
the sign for lightning bolt . then came a heart .

never mind about the cookie then ... i'll just go get the box for 2 dollar and
set it on the piano .

 

please pick a cookie for me, and read me the contents. i will remain in place here until your return. my piano has left me, as well as my talent. it was all in a dream i used to play it in the 70's. my mom made me take lessons, but now she's dead. i miss her. what's with her dying on mother's day...every year that rolls around. and around.

 

Let me do a quick read for you, Young at Heart.

I pick up that you are sort of stuck in a rut and may have been for some time. You may live in your head alot and look back to the past. This keeps you from moving forward.

Try something new. I sense an activity or meeting in a town near you but not the one you live in that could help move you forward.

Stuck. Stuck. Stuck is what I pick up around you. But, you have some interesting friends in your circle.

A green car and a cat should be meaningful things to you or someone you know or you will see them soon. These will be signs that what I say are on track.

All in all things are really cool with you. You're just wrestling with leaving the past behind. Hope that helps.

 

Yes, you are right. I don't know how to move forward. I am scared. when i was young, I was never scared, or at least didn't know enough to know i should be scared.

thankyou for your wonderful insight. Please i am here, if you have more for me. Thankyou again. so much.

 

oh, yeah, the BIG OH YEAH...you are correct. I DO live in my head a lot. too, much, in fact. I wonder how that happened and when, exactly. i wonder.

 

Yes. I was just picking up on meaningful objects and events. Turquoise car would be green to me. The pictures and colors would come in standard hues or words to me.
The car and the cat are just ways to validate that I am on track for you.
The cat comes in because of the emotional connection to you daughter. She'll be ok. She may stew on your decision about the nursing home but she will come around in time.
At a soul level, your dad is ok with the nursing home. I don't pick up much from him but it seems all ok. Seems I'm not suppose to read anything there because you, your dad and your daughter are working out some soul level stuff. Just approach it all with love.

Interesting about your internet friends. I picked up stuck and friends and that makes sense if they are largely internet friends.

I do think if you visit this place you spoke of that you could reconnect or create new connections with some "real" people.

Put your anxiety aside. Enjoy the environment when you decide to go. Relax and be inquisitive about the people around you. Seek to know them, not to have them know you. That will all come.

You are on the cusp of a very neat breakthrough to start living again. Walk and breath. Spend a little less time on the internet. (It may be hard at first but soon you may have so much going on that you have to make time to "visit" your internet friends).

I really think you are going to enjoy the new you if you take action One step at a time. Literally and figuratively. Walk more if you can. It will ground you and help your mind steady itself.
Take the trip to ZuZu or something similar. And keep doing things like that.

Your social life, your health and your family life will improve if you do. Then, you will not only be young at heart but young in mind and body! hope this helps.

 

dear Philosophersgate;

You are a kind person, and, i appreciate the time and energy you took in answering me. It may not mean much coming from waay across the miles. But, thankyou so much.

I am a an introvert. And, shy away from meeting people, not to the point of total isolation, mind you. I will take your suggestions. My daugher doesn't realize how hard it was on me being the sole care-taker for my dad; she has her own life and doesn't come around very much. if at all. I just want to know if she is going to be alright. she is searching for a new job that will help her get out of the rut-job she's in. also, i worry she won't meet the right man. she is still single. I am glad to know my dad is at peace.

Can you pick up anything from my mom Marie. She died on Mother's day 4 years ago. I miss her. again, God bless you and thank you.

 

It was your mother that sent all of the information in the first place!

She's always with you. In fact, there is an army of angels, guides and loved ones that are always with you. They are your strength and your support.

Know that her message to you is for you to live and love. To get out a bit more.

The symbology of her showing your car to me was that it represents new mobility and sociobility that you can add to your life.

The cat symbology was sent because it is an unusual cat with and unusual name that connects you to your daughter.

The over riding them of your mother's message to you is that you've done your best with father and daughter. Love them but dont martyr yourself at their feet. They have lives to live and you do too.

The best thing that you can do for everyone involved is to love yourself more; make yourself the best that you can be; live a full life.

Your daughter has her on issues to face. All you can do for her is hold love for her. If there becomes some action that you can do for her, it will become apparent.

Speak to your mom if you want. You can go directly to God too but your mom is always there and will help you along.

Do you own a rocking chair that was hers? She sits there. It should make you feel warm inside to know she is there.

Get in that car and live and laugh!

Your positive contribution to the world is need!

 

oh , i made that journey to the Asian Food Market but alas they
had no more fortune cookies . so then i brought home a big bag of
black beans . they sure do chatter chatter on and on in their
corner of the kitchen . they talk about about the comfort of soup ,
the joy of getting planted in a garden , and how so fine it could feel
to be a fancy beaded necklace .

 

I AM BLOWN AWAY!! I am speechless and tears are in my eyes as i am reading this. HOW ON EARTH did you know about a rocking chair? She found an old beat-up one at a yard sale and fixed it up and stained it and made it look like a new-old chair from about the late 20's. she got that chair because she remembered something like it her childhood. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! REMARKABLE. The chair is in my living room i see a million times a day. My daughter when she was tiny called it her Big-girl chair. and pushed it and rocked it when it was still in my mom's house.

i still cannot get over the fact you knew about the rocking chair. BLOWN away is what i am. It makes me feel very warm knowing she is there. WOW! is all i can say...and, THANKYOU. p.s. i guess it's ok to talk to her?

 

i, then, am a black bean. i get it. thanks. :sunny:

 

Its not me that knows but THEM that shows!
Certainly talk to your mom if that fits for you. They are closer to us on the otherside than when they are here in person. Ask her for guidance and then get very quiet and still and listen.
Pray hard, but live light!
I think you are really going to like this life that you are creating.

Best of luck to you and blessings.