Something is wrong with me.

I like this advice give it a try but you need to commit to it.

 

outpatient program at your local hospital isn't a bad idea either if you're desperate.

 

Thanks for your replies, everyone! I appreciate them more than you think.

I started listening to music again a couple of days ago, and surprisingly I do feel a little better.

I would probably have money for medical care if I didn't spend it all on drugs.

I know drugs are not the cause, because I was like this before I started using them three years ago. I realize that they won't be helping me, and therefore I'll be taking a 2 week detox.

 

what kind of drugs?