Please contact me if you can help! Every aspect of my life is beyond destroyed. I feel as if I'm being pushed into suicide. Death of mother, dadis dieing, son came close to dieing, lost 2 jobs, car, home, kids, marriage, family, and boyfriend is physically abusive.
I'm sorry for your losses..what doesn't kill us makes us stronger, right? I've also been through a lot and suicide isn't the answer, I've found out, the hard way. I know it's hard and also something I sometimes struggle with but try to think about positive things so that you attract positive things. As someone who has also thought they've been cursed, I've found that I'm more powerful than any curse could ever be. YOU NEED TO LEAVE YOUR BOYFRIEND. Do you have a friend you can stay with?
I don't want to say this to sound harsh... Karma works in mysterious ways... take a step back and look at your life and what you've done/how you've done things and reassess the situations you are in and think of how you've contributed to putting yourself there and how you can get yourself out. I've noticed that every single thing in my life and the lives of those I love are in accordance with their karma. It hurts to think of sometimes, but "every dog gets their day" isn't very far from the truth...
There is always a point where it seems anyone can hit the bottom of the wheel and everything goes wrong. That is where people can either break or discover how strong they are. I have dealt with many deaths in my life. I even lost my third baby from a doctors mistake and had to watch him die. My advice to you is do not view it as that you are cursed. Death is not an end. When we are born we leave another form of existence and enter a new one. Same goes for death. Suicide will not be a way to escape pain. Discover your strength through these hard times. Find someone to talk to about it. There are good psychologists out there. When I lost my baby. I took an alternative medicine called 5-htp it really helped me a lot and is available even at walmart or online. Instead of focusing on the negatives in your life try to replace negative with healthy thoughts. I taught myself to play the harp when I was dealing with two deaths of loved ones in my life. Just sitting and plucking the strings on a musical instrument can be very healing. There are woman shelters available for leaving abusive boyfriends. I stayed in a woman shelter when I left my ex-husband. He did not beat me but he was abusive to our kids. I had no place to go but the woman shelter helped me regain my footing, find a home and start a new life.
Sorry to change the subject here, though it looks like OP isn't coming back to check on the thread, but I couldn't message you since you're not allowed to receive private messages yet. It's uncanny that I saw your post mentioning 5-htp last night. I've been looking for natural anti-depression remedies to no avail. So today I had an appointment for a mental health evaluation so I could get something synthetic. Anyways that idea kinda fell through and I ended up buying the 5-htp. Can you tell me how long you were on it and if you had any side effects? Just any information you might know about it. Thank you!
Hi RainyDayHype, I took 5 HTP twice in my life. The first time was the year I lost my baby. I took it for 6 months and then quit as soon as I felt I reached a point I could handle the grief that I was feeling. I read that if it is taken to long it can be hard on the liver but I had no negative side effects. The second time I took it was when I left my husband. I took it for over a year. It helped me have the rest I needed and the energy I needed to get stuff done. Once I was settled and my situation with my children calmed I was able to quit taking it without feeling like I needed it again. There are some good books about it that are available.
well if you believe you have been cursed I would recommend placing the grand seal of solomon upom yourself. it should grant you protection from evil. it is a rather complex seal so you might need to do some researxh into it. but nothing can change what has already happened to you. also instead of focusing on the curse try to place your thought to a positive future. focusing on the curse will only empower it so find a way to remover your thoughts from it. believe you can beat it or destroy it, that will add to the protection of the seal. if you would like to contact me for more info you can reach me at
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUCtZn-INGo You have one life don't waist it,just make the most of it! You are a product of your thoughts,have positive thoughts and you will get through everything believe me :sunny:
Understand this ... there are no curses that exist that one does not bring upon themselves. Meaning - if you believe you are cursed, you create the curse. All of the things you have listed are simply facts of life. I know it hurts. I know it hurts to lose people you love, but instead of focusing on the negative make things more positive. If your father is dying, give him as much care and love as you can. Let him know. Iron out old issues that no longer matter. As for the husband? Leave him. It will be rough at first, but you will find your true self once you leave an abusive situation like that. You don't need another man in your life at this time, but you need to care for those closest to you AND YOURSELF. Then think about another relationship.
I strongly dislike your "blame the victim" mentality. Yours is a gross misunderstanding of the concept of karma...a very typical, western concept of karma that is actually a lot more about Calvinist Christianity than it is about eastern philosophy. To the OP, your feeling of being cursed as the result of so many unfortunate events is NOT abnormal. There are times when it seems the universe as a whole has turned against you. Naturally, it feels like being cursed. I am not sure what IS going on for you, but I certainly understand how you feel. The only thing I can promise you is that the rough patch WILL pass. There is a natural cycle to everything in life. You must keep faith and focus on your health and well-being, even though it seems very elusive at this time.
you can say/think what you want, but I spoke from experience. I'm not saying that if you got shot by a stranger, you did something to deserve it...I'm saying that certain life choices and mentalities can change the path of your life events drastically. Evaluating your life and your way of thinking can definitely make things turn for the better.
IM 70 YEARS OLD and in all those years there have been so many times that i thought my life was falling apart but in retrospect it was actually coming together. stay strong, never make live or die desissions at night wait and see how things look in the light of day
A couple good quotes that have always stayed with me.... "When everything seems to be going against you, remember that even the greatest of airplanes always take off against the wind and not with it." "Our greatest accomplishments come during the times of our greatest adversity." Your first step should be to remove the things in your life that are of negative influence. Surround yourself with only positivity. Find a way to leave your asshat boyfriend.