High Dose Psilocybin Black Out

Fuckity fuck, fuck this forum

 

12 grams dry is double the dose needed to have a level 5 trip on cubes.


If you were eating Ps. Azure, Ps. cyan or Pan cyan you would have eaten 5x to 25x the dose needed to take you beyond this universe.


Very irresponsible

 

Everyone is different. You have no idea the quantities I'd eaten prior to that, let alone my personal preference when it comes to dose. I'd dosed with anywhere from a gram to and entire half oz before that experience and nothing bad happened.
I've known people that can't eat more than half an eighth. I also know a guy that eats more than I did on a weekly basis.
Everyone is different. If I'm irresonsible then so is just about everyone that has eaten shrooms.

 

either way, why would you take the same strain again, after such a ridiculous experience? and then, again? D:

 

Sounds like ego death my friend. Happens just about everybody when they consume a little more than too many mushrooms. I remembered I took three eighths at Dark Star, and I was having one of the best trips of my life. The first half was just indescribably wonderful, the colors were just so vibrant and glittery, so shiny, and the atmosphere was so wavy. And the music got more intense the further I went into my trip. It was just too perfect, the music was literally moving me... you get the picture

Now halfway during the set, I slowly began to just slip out of reality, but I didn't actually realize it, until I began to partially get back in and out. I remember just several seconds of actual reality, and the rest would be a complete blank. This would happen for the rest of the night. Now the times that I don't remember, I did some crazy shit I would never ever normally do. For example, my friends told me I groped a random guy's ass so hard that he was about to fight me. And I was wandering aimlessly around the show, going up to random people and act in almost a sexual way towards them, very strange. My friends and I left the show and I still was not cooperative, we went into the taxi and I would not listen, I was just in my world and it got scary. I saw some very frightening stuff I hope to never see again.

When my friends brought me into their house, I was still out for about another hour or so, and when I finally woke up, I stood up and I was sober as anything. I never remembered ever being at my friends house, the last I remembered was being at the concert just grooving majorly. I asked all these questions, and told me all the things that happened. I did some research on what could have been the cause of it and it's pretty clear that it's ego death. As bad of an experience it was, it was very profounding and spiritual at the same time because I learned a lot from it. Hopefully you did as well and hope this helped!

 

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The second time was to make sure it wasn't just dosage that fucked me up so bad. The third time a few of my friends wanted to try them after hearing about my experience. Crazy mother fuckers right?! My one dude wanted to prove it was me and not the shrooms. They had the same fucked up responses I'd had my previous two tries and I hated the feeling I got even from cap weighing just .3.

 

That sounds very similar to my experience indeed.. Only difference is setting.z you had a few good friends around to take care of you, and I had my ignorant and scared (rightfully so) mom there to call 911 and have me dragged off tp the hospital.
I may have been tripping hard, but I know I would have been fine in the morning had I been undisturbed. Going to the hospital in the back of an ambulance next to multiple intimidating police officers that just got done beating my ass was not the best place to be when experiencing ego death. I have very vague memories from this portion of the night, as if there was a switch in my brain that controls what I would remember being flicked on and off dozens of times throughout.
Once I came out of it I was also completely sober. I woke up and spoke to my family and the doc who was convinced I OD'd on bath salts, which might I add I have never and will never consume.

 

I've had a hysterical crying spell on shrooms before. It wasn't fun. I remember looking at a black laundry basket,it was that flimsy plastic kind. It had been sat on and it got a huge dent in it, I felt like it had died.

So, I mourned the death of a laundry basket.

I'm scared to do shrooms again. Its been a couple years.

 

Btw. I've had good shrooms trips too.

 

Yeah man not the best idea to trip around the folks man. Oh man I could have only imagined man. And as far as the shrooms are concerned, I think it is the shrooms and not the person. Because my friend took a quarter of these same shrooms and he went ego death as well. I took a quarter at animal collective concert a few months back, from a different guy, and I wasn't near to ego death man. I really think it's the strain man, it only makes sense.

 

Same here. many more good than bad But the couple bad experiences were the scariest experiences of my life no doubt about it.
Then again the trips that weren't bad were beyond amazing I'll never regret getting into psychedelics regardless of the bad experiences.

 

@ infantdressingtable: I've come to the same conclusion dosage aided in the extremity of the nightmare but if it had been the fungus I've been coming across lately I think I would have been fine.
I'll never forget what those booms looked, tasted and smelled like.. Just thinking of them makes me shudder.

 

~12g of dry mushrooms while playing gears of war . . . that is not being a psychonaut. that is being a psychoklutz. you earned that trip fair and square. Cost your parents more grief than you seem to be aware of, wasted the time of emergency response personel, and you are still not quite sure why it happened? epic. i thought people were way harsh on you in your LSD thread but now I see what they are talking about, "trippinballs".

You know, the contents of our trips, are the contents of our minds. So you pissing all over your room, shattering your bed, attacking cops . . . says volumes about your character. I hope you never score any kind of psychedelic again <3 poster child for war on drugs is what you are.

 

Ooooh even I cringed at that. Harsh..

 

i'm sorry for laughing so much at your pain.

 

No worries
Lol. It is pretty funny.

"Its dead Mitchell, we killed it." *sobbing sounds"

 

Anyone, regardless of who they are and what their personality is composed of, could have the same exact thing happen to them.
Like I said in my OP, I've dosed with much more extremity than I did for that trip, not to mention put myself in a similar situation (chilling in my room, watching tv, playing guitar, playing video games, etc.) many times with no I'll effects. Same room, same surroundings, same tv, same everything.. Even talked to my mom while peaking many times. I never once had a time where I lost control like I did that fucked up night. I clearly remember everything from all of my other trips, and not once did I react the way I did to those particular mushrooms.
Nice job on trying to make a conclusion on my character, but you really don't know anything about me other than what I choose to share here. You've no idea if any of the stories I tell are even true! so fuck off dude. I didn't ask for your hostility or your judgmental conclusions. I just wanted to know how many, if any, other people here have had similar experiences.

 

respect man!

 

It's like anything I post on here spurs up some good ole Hipforum's hatred from the gods of the site. Didn't your parents ever teach you the phrase "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it at all!"? Many of the members here could become much better people if they lost the fucking hostility. This forum in general is just filled with judgmental people who put themselves on pedestals because they have 15,000 posts and were born 6 years before me.
Do you guys think being dickheads is going to dissuade me from posting here again? If anything I'll just become a troll. Is that what ya want?