need a outward view (nothing to do with balls or willys)

well first of all hiya new too the forum but have been like a fly on the wall around here for a while...its come too the point in my 22 years of living on this earth that i am stuck and my closer family and freinds just cant help with this (as most do it aswell as with the other 60+ million people out there ) weed,cannibis,herb what ever you call it .....its kinda getting abit much again i work hard so my excuse is i pay my tax ill do as i please but this is getting me knowwhere in life i smoke it alot never at work or while i study but in an hour ill smoke 3-4g we as a family moved too a bigger house as we are trying too upgrade in life thing is its about 20 miles from where i was brought up so me and my brother are finding it hard having a life while working i travel 54 miles one way too work then once i get home around 8pm its study time (im doing a degree in civil engineering ) i dont do anything else but smoke weed and on a sunday if im not over tired or i have a day off (rare) ill go out on my bike for a few hours i love motorbikes i own 3 but when im out more then an hour my phone rings and 100% it will be my missus we are always fighting about somthing iv been with her for nearly 7 years ....i suppose what im saying is i feel kinda low at the minute im lucky too have a good family base and good support when needed but feel abit shit in my self and think its time i quit smoking weed and knuckle down and start getting my shit in order i have always been a risk taker and if it doesnt work i only blame my self but this is hard iv smoked weed for about 8 years most of my friends and family do but as muhammad ali said once : He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life.

sorry for all this people

 

. woah, did you see that? .. there it was again! ...

well. once you get through it all, it seems you are asking for encouragement and support to cut back on the wacky weedus. good for you! if you think that will help your problems, all the more power to you.
i also advise that you work on your 'wall of text' style. 'wall of run-on sentence' might be more accurate. just giving you shit you know.