Love, death, eternity, torment, surrealism, enlightenment and telepathy

Oh, I get a lot of that too... You only bring back a very small percentage of the bits you see. A lot is ineffable and those are usually the most amazing experiences

 

A few years ago I was listening to an interview and the lady was talking about her and her group's experience at a grateful dead concert. They had all dosed on cid and all of them seen saw a giant golden buddha emerge in the air. Collective energy really powers shit up.

 

Was at a grateful dead reenactment show and the second set we were inside a huge stadium ( but we were really outside in a field)
Fuckin acid man, that's some powerful stuff!

 

Honestly, I prefer acid for the deep thinking and finding solutions to life problems. I love it for painting and drawing and drumming. But when it comes to higher dimensional travel I gotta say that DMT provides a much more comfortable mode of transport. How would you compare the two?

 

Well you pretty much described it ^, acid will give you realistic help, allow you to function and apply artistic effort, etc, whereas DMT is a spaceship for hyperdimensional travel Not really sure how to apply "the machine elves are 11 dimensional beings of colored sound who dance within the folds of the multiverse to produce reality" to my retail job

that's why I like LSD more, you bring back so much more. The fish on the DMT fishing trip are mostly way too big to catch, to use McKenna's analogy.

 

Good points! The void on DMT and the void on LSD appear much different. The highest dose I have taken is about 800mics, maybe I need to up the dose a bit to get closer to what tasyweat describes. I should probably also abstain from weed for a while and wait 6 months between my last trip and this super dose.

I have no real fear of what will happen, but the idea of puking on psychedelics makes me nervous. Writer, did you experience nausea with your extreme ego loss experience(s)?

 

I have never puked from a psychedelic drug in my life. I have a very good stomach for this, and have a good mental game for what to do with nausea, and besides that I am always prepared with, at the very least, some form of ginger, and 90% of the time there is cannabis smoked on the come up.

On 15 hits of strong LSD I experienced no nausea. I once overdosed on around 400mg Ketamine nasally (no tolerance) and didn't puke. 60mg 2c-e was at most mild nausea.

You are worried now about nausea but on a heroic dose you will be so altered that if purging must happen, it will be seen in a completely different light, and from what I hear, is usually wildly cathartic. My friend who puked on 100mg of DPT experienced it as puking himself out, and afterwards his trip was much smoother. It's mostly psychological, so when I feel that tummy starting to complain, best thing to do is lie down in a safe spot, close your eyes, put on good calm happy music, and calm yourself down. The nausea usually passes

 

I can't seem to make sense out of my dmt trips. One minute I'm in a lair of a hyperdimensional caterpillar like thing and then I'm a realm where giant red necks with cold dark green eyes are dancing.

I think dmt after or during a shroom trip might be best.

 

What about LSD and MXE? similar?

 

LSD and MXE are in no way whatsoever similar. I wouldn't even apply the fishing analogy to MXE at all, you're not even in a boat, there's no living creatures to bring back. LSD and DMT are comparable because they are both serotonergic psychedelics of the tryptamine family, so quite similar. But MXE is a dissociative, it acts on a wide gamut of receptors including NMDA, GABA, Opiate, Dopamine, Norepinephrine, and it's of the arylcyclohexamine family, so absolutely comparable to it's cousins Ketamine, Nitrous Oxide, PCP, etc.

Felix haven't you done both MXE and LSD?

 

I meant to reply to a different post of yours where you say LSD and Ketamine produce that awe inspiring sig pic of yours (LSD + Ketamine + Night time = ), brain fart in my part. Would you say that MXe and LSD do something similar?

MXe took almost all of the anxiety out of my dmt trip yesterday. Just wondering if you have tried LSD + MXE...

 

Oooh... got some catching up on posts to do in here... had a weekend without much computer contact

A new trip too... on a much lower dose... seemingly reconnected with the universal consciousness and went through a form of waking up procedure on the "other side".

Is rather amazing to experience the shift in time... as you go toward it, seemingly the delay to our reality elongates and the number of time snapshots you experience reduce - put you into smaller and smaller loops til there are no loops left.

These loops are a delay to our reality as we only experience the past, by the time we integrate something - it has already happened.

When you wake up on the other side... this process reverses and goes the other way... snapshots build up, but they're seemingly in advance.

Awesome experience, felt like I had some spirits toying with me

 

Some I can, some I can't.

There is a heck of a lot I don't even try to comprehend...

Some of my understanding is guided by Sproggy, most I'm trying to figure out for myself so that I build my own ideas.

My partner, firefox... she hardly ever brings anything back other than maybe an idea she has learnt or the main theme of a trip or some feelings from it. She enjoys playing during, for sure - but she doesn't need to remember visuals etc to enjoy it.

I'm a bit of the opposite... I need to remember in order to get anything from it... I really have a hunger for knowledge, even if it might be chemically skewed knowledge :sunny:

That's probably why I've taken so long to have an experience that released me quite like this... I've been analysing as I go - trying to understand what it's got to show me and ingrain the details as much as I can.

This approach, perhaps it lets me bring back more from my trips... or perhaps I just generally mis-interpret things to make a nice story - never really know ;-)

 

I have tried it, I recommend caution with that combo. While MXE and K are similar, they are still quite different even in mechanism of action. For example, MXE is a dopamine reuptake inhibitor . . . LSD is a dopamine agonist . . . combine the two and you have the potential for too much dopamine, as I experienced on 1 hit LSD + 70mg MXE insufflated . . . lost the plot for a bit, was the first time ever in my life on a psychedelic when SOME distant part of me didn't know "im tripping". I actually was 100% unsure of whether I was tripping, crazy, dreaming, imagining, or remembering the reality around me. It was scary to say the least. There was also a heavy body load, high BP, tinnitus, just didn't feel right. and while the setting was completely different than my lsd + K experience I still didn't feel anywhere near the magic of that combo.

My opinion of MXE is starting to wane . . . I see it more and more as a buzz, 'get fucked up' drug. nothing wrong with that on occasion

 

I've only had the one breakthrough dose of DMT which took me on a hyperspeed tour of the universe from a godhead which was rather playful.

I got to see a control room of sorts.

It nudged me into the sun and I got to watch fusion and follow the path of a photon from the centre of the sun... as the sun was rising on earth I followed the photon back into me and that's when I woke.

I found that experience to be overwhelming a bit - you get flooded with way too much information way too quickly. A lot of people can't bring anything back from it.

LSD takes you to higher planes of existence and keeps you there... if gives you time to learn what you want to and to move around relatively freely... DMT is more like it's on tracks.

Now... DMT + LSD = awesome experience!

DMT on the come up of LSD... it shoots you to higher planes of existence and the LSD keeps you there.

Now that I've had this breakthrough LSD dose, I think I should be more open to the effects of both.

I had another trip two weeks after the trip that this report is about - about 1/3 of the dose and the trip was just as strong! I can get there on a lower dose now, I'm open to more :sunny:

 

One month is long enough to be out of the tolerance zone

You have to be ready for the trip... I think you're subconscious will only let you go there if you're ready for it... it took me a good 20+ trips to build myself up to the point where I felt ready to push myself over the edge... thankfully my subconscious agreed with me :sunny:

I vehemently HATE puking, the idea of puking on psychs puts me off too... big time. I haven't puked in 5 or 6 years at least, maybe longer. I have a really strong stomach.

I ate 8 hours before the trip and it was a healthy light meal, so nothing off there.

Sproggy says it's extricating my "bad programming"... I'm inclined to believe him.

If you're at all worried, just make sure you have a sitter around who is on a low enough dose to look after you. Firefox and Sproggy were keeping an eye on me, but apparently I didn't need it.

I don't actually remember puking, I remember the build up to the first time because it was such a powerful monstrous visual - but apparently I was puking quite a bit and I don't remember a thing.

That worried me at first because I didn't know what I was doing and worried if I was lying on back maybe it could have gone down wrong way or something. I've been assured by all around - while I was in the void - my body did exactly what it needed to without any help required. Quite comforting really to know I can in another realm and my body will still keep itself ticking

 

DMT + Anxiety, wtf?

I've read a couple of reports that say it caused a bit of anxiety.

Very odd... with all of my DMT trips I get that wonderfully warm "everything's going to be ok" feeling... it's such a calming trip, albeit at hyper speed.

 

"Very odd... with all of my DMT trips I get that wonderfully warm "everything's going to be ok" feeling... it's such a calming trip, albeit at hyper speed." Well you know psychedelics arent for everyone also some person perhaps experiencing a tough times not right frame of mind can also be punished by dmt but usually if you take GOOD DMT with right amount it will guide you through and let you reach pure LOVE which is already present. DMT punished me couple of times

 

Ah - I haven't seen the bad side of DMT yet, but like I say - only the one breakthrough.

Bad and good comes with all this - you have to be willing to accept both. The very nature of it means you will never been truly ready for the bad side - it's just something you have to accept.

I'm lucky so far - I've had a couple of slightly awkward come ups - but I've never had a truly terrifying experience.

But on the other hand... I died in this trip and had to come to terms with it... yet it was the most amazing thing I've seen.

On the other hand, I've glimpsed what a bad trip can be like - poor Admetus.

Firefox never goes negative, she always has a great time.

I think some "bad" trips could just be people not ready to accept what it's showing them or giving it the wrong meaning, something to be scared of when in reality - it's just love.

 

It's this trip report that allowed me to discover telepathy, to be able to connect with the universal consciousness.

Well... I've been back and it wasn't a "flashback"

This connection has made me push meditation.

I've been able to connect with Sproggy on quite a few occasions.

We've been able to share simple ideas, thoughts, feelings and shapes... very blocky shapes, but it feels like the connection is getting stronger.

I've got a lot to learn, but I'm very excited by this.

Many many sanity checks along the way and it's no delusion.