Exploration of Inner Space in Open Space - LSD TR

I arrived at the open space park shortly after 1 pm. I had never visited this park before so I took a few minutes to scope out my surroundings and I could tell rather quickly I chose a good place to dose. The novelty of the park would be a good backdrop for my first LSD trip in over a year.

I took out my doses which were 3 and about a 1/2,of unperferorated white blotters dosed at ~125 ugs range so totaling ~425 ugs. I ripped one blotter off initially and put it under my tounge to test for any pronounced taste or signals that it could be something like an nbome, a sigh of relief and excitement surged my being after a minute of not experiencing any taste, so i quickly dropped the rest of the blotters in my mouth.

I headed into the park, found a bench to sit at to wait for onset and prepared myself with my phone for music, gum and water. A slightly off base buzz of energy crawled through me about 20 minutes in and I decided to start walking. In another 10 minutes I approached a open clearing and saw other people doing various activities such as talking at tables and appearing to go for hikes. My mind drifted and wondered if some of these people had ever came to this park dosed before. The surging buzzing seem to dissipate a bit and here is where I got my first visual activity. I stopped by a bench to witness a tree and its bark slowly crawl, waver, move and slightly break form. I was fairly intrigued by these visual effects but I didn't stay for long as I mentioned there were others around this area and I thought it might look pretty strange if I were to stay there with my gaze fixated on a tree.

I carried further onto the trail, the effects started gaining momentum at this point and a smile came across my face. I attempted to check out this off path trail but I wasn't sure where it led so I headed back the direction I saw others going. I put on some music at this point, music I had made in fact. One of the aspects of this trip I was looking forward to was to listening to my music as I've been working fairly hard on it over the past few months and learning many new things along the way particularly in terms of production. I had 2 psytrance songs and one more psychedelic rock song to listen to. I found the production aspects of the psytrance really quality and the shifts in the music propelled my visuals to the dancing stream and surrounding mossy walkway. The path began to turn uphill and I felt the sense of adventure on this trip grow, taking on almost a Lord of The Rings type grandiositiy. As the second psytrance song ended, a couple walked by me with the girl saying "I like it" which triggered in my mind to the music, an unrelated but somehow reaffirming connection which I often find when I take LSD. Next I listened to my track with vocals and experienced a very interesting contrast to the 2 previous tracks. I immeadiately saw an interesting dynamic with going from instrumental to vocal tracks and it is something that I plan to explore and hopefully hone more when I continue to work on music.

Psytrance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GOgKd2zmuU"]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GOgKd2zmuU

Vocal Track: https://soundcloud.com/guerillabedlam/solaris1

My perception of time started to become significantly affected and I was approaching a hill where it seemed barren on the other side, in retrospect I wish I continued to explore over the hill. I kind of snapped out of my day dreaming headspace and it twisted more into a primal headspace, I pondered what I would do shall I run into a coyote up here and the shade off the overhead trees created a slightly foreboding shadowy aura that made me slightly apprehensive. I was also starting to get slightly fatigued going up this hill so I decided to head back down, listened to a couple other songs that weren't mine and were already in the music library that came with the phone, none of which I found terribly appealing. I made an attempt to try and load some classic rock from grooveshark but my mind was racing and that process seemed like a foreign concept. I also figured that I may not even get quality reception up here if I were to get to the online radio, So instead I listened to the trickling stream and the ambient noise of nature.

As I made my way back to a clearing this is when my trip started getting really bizzarre. I had my motor control intact for the most part but I felt my movement become fairly rigid. I decided to lay out on the grass with my gaze fixed toward a hill and the sky. The sky was crawling with indiscriminate geometric patterns, which I only briefly found interesting. I turned over to my side and the dirt on the ground near me was filled with several ghoulish type faces bubbling and posturing in sort of a bad B Horror movie type way. I closed my eyes and fractal vines replicated and then exploded exponentially to consume my mind's vision, they bent, shift, warped and twisted into a parade of female silhouttes prancing about, who every so often stop to lustfully flick their tounges. They seemed attached in sort of an origami type closed eye visual way. There were several other visions as well, many of which my mind felt too unfocused to process and integrate.



I headed further back after about 3 hours into the trip. I came upon another clearing, I got some occasional greetings from people which was very helpful as I became increasingly focused inward and the surroundings started becoming incomprehensible. At this clearing, there were cows upon a hill and this provided some much needed levity to the trip. For me, all so often I find LSD a grueling analytical trip so this allowed me to experience a different side to acid which I know others often experience but fairly uncommon for me. On my previous LSD trip, I noted several animals that all seemed to be very in tune with their workings. The cows however seemed very uncoordinated, not uniformed and I anthropormized personalities to them and it just made me laugh heartedly as their bodies warped and melted into broke form. I also had brief thoughts of people being reincarnated into cows which made me laugh even more but I didnt really intensely analyze those thoughts.

Then all of a sudden I get swept up into what seemed like a form of hyperspace, my personal time seemed to be accelerating quicker than the individuals around me. I got the impression of presences around me, alien in nature not unlike DMT and sort of a message from one that humans were there cows in sort of a menancing warning. I then got the perception that perhaps this wasn't an alien but somehow my brain waves had been picked up by a space satellite, very very freaky at this point and I didnt press to explore it further. I had been checking out some conspiratorial type stuff recently so perhaps this carried over into my trip but the vividness of it was unsettling. I was wishing for some company around this point however later on when I tried to talk on the phone, I found I had difficultly structuring my thoughts.

I regrouped, headed back and appreciated another stream, pondered life and some of things I need to strive at getting better at, proud of the direction I'm going with music and feeling lucky that I discovered this new open space area. The park was open later than it listed which was good, I spent a couple hours pretty much by the opening, more cows came by there and some little girl ran towards the fence by them and they all scattered a bit. It was interesting to see the response a whole herd of cattle have to one little human.

Eventually as the sun went down I had to drive out of the park (don't recommend driving on acid but it was a secluded road with a stopping point right outside it.) The trip slowed but lasted a full on 10+ hours and became more personally reflective, I still had some lingering sensory enhancement so I listened to some Moody Blues, Primus, Terrence Mckenna, and a couple comedians. I checked out some Hipforums as well and many of the Signature pics warped and were rather interesting to look at.


I found this trip very well rounded, had a bit of everything I enjoy or at least appreciate about Psychedelics. It was a trip that at times swept me up in bliss and reinforced many of the qualities of LSD and at times was fairly difficult where I could barely do much more than hold on. I have noted some immeadiate integration from this trip and hopefully by writing this out some more will come from it.

 

Wow defiantly sounds like a good one! Glad you got to go past the analytically stuff and got the nitty gritty. That is a very large dose for out at park with other people. But it sounds like you managed it well and had an excellent time. Most of you trip sounds very peaceful and observative. I can defiantly picture watching those cows, just watching and thinking, and all the odd connections that come up.

I heard some of your music, I defiantly dig it! I would like to listen to it while on some lsd! Its funny how the girl confirmed your thoughts on it. I notice stuff like that a lot on psyches all the time.

Defiantly sounds like a winner of trip tho. Good report, thanks for the read!

 

sounds nice! you should add links for those tracks you listened to, to illustrate your tr

 

heya dude ... sounds like a nice day trip ... definately a good experience to be had

 

Yes it was a good quality trip!

I edited the original post with a couple of my tracks and also a Picture that somewhat represents one of CEV's.