I hope that once I tell you this, I will not be a pariah(?) or something. First of all, English is not my mother tongue, so I'm sorry for grammatical errors. Also, I'm only 15, almost 16 years old. Is that a problem? I know there are many people my age who just want to be cool. That's not what I'm trying to do. My grandpha was about 20 in 60s and I really like old-hippies and their way of thinking. Acctually, I adore nature, especially animals and have already signed a lot of petitions. I was thinking for so long when I figured out that I can still do something, and that's why I'm here. I want to get to know myself.