In-depth Trip Report

This trip report contains 2reports of LSD trip one being 2blotters other being 4. I will appreciate any feedback :2thumbsup: Peace and Love


Hello Brothers and Sisters, Hope you are all enjoying your time! I’ve read the previous trip report and didn’t understand shit. So i thought it might be a good idea to start from the beginning. When i wrote this report as Mr Writer said “I was really fried” I was awake for 45hours 30hours of it being acid trip so i guess you can understand me . We need to learn to express ourselves better with words. Sometimes silence can say more than thousand words but if we can’t express ourselves with words, art or talking than we can’t share anything. The friend i had a issue with which his name is K really close friend of mine for years. So i had some acid and was talking about my experiences, he was also really interested in it. I was gonna do the acid at a festival but i didn’t, i also don’t recommend anyone to take acid in a alcohol mdma club met some few hippies and amazing people though! even though music was dark psychedelic, and the trip is in the music itself WAS amazing experience.

So my dear friend K asked to he wanted to some acid with me i told him ok lets do it? I had a plan to do at my own house alone but i said why the hell not we can achieve amazing ideas together and explore these realms. Also i wanted to share this psychedelic experience too the viewpoint of mother lucy. So i sent him lots of information from erowid, here, some other forums etc. To make him understand what he is getting in to! To be able to understand the fact that you should be able to cry, die from laughter, jump let all these emotions go. That what makes these private trip parties really good for exploration. There were also a mentioned about bad trips there of course because dark experiences are a part of it. My friend when i meet up told me that he wish i didn’t send him information because now he saw bad stuff that its gonna be bad. Max stuff writing there was like choose comfortable environment to avoid bad experiences I didn’t send him like 5 10tab prison report or bad trip report but i encourage reading those one’s to much to learn.

So i tried to confront him that once we get in to the psychedelic realm everything was gonna be beautiful. So i did 2tabs of really really good acid and gave him one. So we were listening music just chilling enjoying the moment waiting for the come up. We had some arguments with him i told him how nature is beautiful how we are all inter-connected and how beauty this world is. He said nature is stupid which made me really i mean really disappointed i couldn't say anything after that. Than we were talking about our closed eye visuals it was well you know the rabbit hole hehe like the lucy in the sky with diamonds clips all these color the pure bliss and beauty. As with our dmt experience he told everything is mechanic in dmt and acid well i told him it was his point of view that it could be taken anywhere with perspective he claimed no its mechanic much better than nature? So really guys i dont know why but having these conversations really made me not talk and explore in my mind. Despite the fact that he is my really really close friend still he is!

So I decided its the best to listen music and enjoy the moment with a good friend! But he became really paranoid that people in apartment would hear the music so we with but the volume really down like you have to lean to speaker to hear, I wanted him to feel comfortable. So i was dancing and he was sitting we started really enjoying the trip looking at the walls candles. But he said is it really moving or am i making all this is there a dog there hey man you see you know all the classic tripping stuff. I tried to relax him by saying man everything is moving im seeing like fractals patterns everywhere every second acid will be like this Also he really wanted to take 2nd tab of lsd. I also wanted him to do it to get a better headspace and understand lucy better( I will never do this again won’t give anyone 2nd dose in their first trip) After we went to balcony to smoke a joint a cop passed by street. Than he looked at the car and said what if they come here now, I thought he made a joke and laughed but he said your mind is really going there right? and i felt that trip for a second i said yes and let it go. After that someone knocked to door my friend REALLY REALLY panicked i tried to calm him he started shaking really hard. I told him whoever it is we will just open the door say hello whats up and send them. It was his grandmother LOL but he got really stressed because she will understand we are on acid. I told to act calm and listen to her she just come here to see his grandson thats it! She lives next door but he didn’t open the door. After that he insisted to call a sober friend, i also thought it would be a good idea for someone sober to handle this confront my friend going deep into trip in this situation not very recommended. So we called B haha i love that guy really funny close friend of ours! We keep listening music and chatting but my friend tried to control reality not let trip get over his control i told him to go with flow but no no he didn't even dance? I swear every second he said when he is coming i tried to made him relax but it just didn’t happen. This also made it hard for me to make a exploration in the psychedelic headspace?Also all trip he tried to remember when we did it how long it has been which this will come in the next trip! So my friend came here my friend got relived which i also felt really happy because he was really scared from the experience wanted to have someone sober to feel safe. Nothing is more important than feeling safe.

So my friend come my friend kept asking him is this moving in reality or not and he thought that he like really really wasted and fucked up on alice?(Not everybody has to see something the way it is i respect that but come on its HOFFMAN’S GIFT TO HUMANITY MAN) After that i wanted to go out to explore outside because in the house concept was “reality” They ordered food we waited for it 2hours we had really good chats i was happy to see my friend we talked about how his day went. After that K told he has a friend also a tripper lets go there we will smoke joints and we started walking. The istanbul streets was amazing experience on acid. Feeling the energy of the people the lights the feeling of city being alive. Every corner of it has history those were also the streets i spent my childhood. So i remember how long time has passed my past experiences as child the joy of playing on the streets and making grafitti heheh! It was really nice to explore the city on the way so we arrived to K’s friend house. WOW! WOW! THIS PLACE IS AMAZING it was full of art, sculptures, paintings, really old vinyls i was really amazed by all this beauty and inspired. What an amazing place to explore. So we chat about music, water polo and these regular talk he shared some of his acid experiences which was really interesting to hear! We promised to make acid this group, Im really looking forward to that by the way. So we went back home to relax we were chatting i was kinda drifting in my on world with the music. We were talking and my friend K had a powerful realization. That we must not escape from our problems and face them! Which is really important running away never helped anyone! After that B’ left we were alone together we chatted for a bit but just couldn’t talk much i didn’t express my feeling we talked about regular stuff. Because i didn’t share my feelings with him. He called to his side to talk but it just didn’t happen. Now i wish i was at that moment and chat with my friend 10 20hours heheheh. After that he went to sleep i listened some music and chilled and morning i went back home. It was one of the rare moments of snow in istanbul which i really loved walking on soft snow wish i was barefoot.

So that was my first trip report to post and share my experience with my friend. Now I’m gonna write about my 4tab acid trip i posted to LSD trips forum earlier. I know its really hard to understand what i have to say there now i hope to deliver it more clearly. 1 week prior to experience i started feeling like acid. What does that mean? I don’t know how to explain but it was like calling me, It was the right moment for the experience. It was a while since i went outside and explored in nature, also winter was gonna finish so it was a good idea to walk on white snow in the forest. So all week i was really excited i was meditating, listening music, checking art preparing myself for the experience. That day came up the night before i couldn’t sleep because i was really excited to do acid again also i the fact that i woke up at 5pm. So around 5am i take the 4tabs right away and start my journey. It was a beautiful day the wind the fresh air felt amazing. To be able to feel all this was miraculous. In 30-40minutes it hit me. I was listening some music Akshan, Sync24, Distant System, Aes Dana Sephira beautiful chill out artists. The music had an amazing connection with nature everything moved with the flow of music. I was home again a place i can call home which always welcomes us no matter where we are is mother nature. But it was -15degrees and i felt really cold, Also my headphones didn't sit straight in my head haha. So i take out the headphones, heard to song of mother nature. The silence, the calming effect of it was really beautiful to feel. So i wandered around the forest for awhile.

The trees were amazing to watch the feeling of being lost in this endless woods!! endless nature to explore never ending love. Than i decided to make a dark ritual in the forest without leaving because i was really getting cold. I listened some terratech, Kindzadza, Dark Whisper, Furious, Psykovsky wowwwww it was amazing real forest trip. I was screaming because of happines because it was just IT! The roads i walked was falling apart i had a sense of falling down from edges and going back up Everything was shattering this world and i was drifting into another reality. Where your imagination creates infinity. After that i decided to go back home, went through my own university. Got in it and viewed some art works projects in university. Education is really important to love to learn where people gather in these places and achieve together. Its a good lending hand of information yet information is everything nothing is stopping us. Than i had some walk on the streets as long as you follow the traffic lights and smiles everything is alright. It was good to view to city and all the people, I saw the smile in a little girls face with her mother. Made me really happy childhood pure happiness i smiled to her. As i explore further down to city i listened some music. The music made me realize how we are NOT alone in these experiences and music is a tool we have for us to assist us in these experiences. Some people felt what we also felt and understand us! It really good to know people like this exist. I realized the streets is ottawa is full of peace that you can shout freedom and LOVE!


So after this I went back home to take the exploration further in my house. I came home i started listening music. Alice was becoming stronger and stronger. I realized how beautiful is it to be alive WOW WOW. To able to breathe, move, My house has good view of city. This time is breathing as long as you are breathing It was good to feel everyones energy all in the present moment. And After that i started viewing art from salvador dali had a poster of his work. It just told us everything the concept of time. Its a clock where it collapses. Clock explosion is the name of it. The has the idea that we can’t control time and no matter what we do it will flow. But also it showed that how important is it to draw the picture of time. We are living in this present time and its our duty to draw what we see from our own time with our perspective to the rest of humanity. Painting is just amazing what you can create with the power your color and pen, Like alex grey shows that its all there. The love and powerful mind, These in-depth psychedelic realms all can be showed by art and music.

After that i started listening some Furious. I didn’t go well deep in my first report do’t know why. Furious has a message the tells the story of a suffering man. Hellword, Sadizmo experiencing edges of insanity and dark. But he also gives the message that there is always hope no matter what. The thing we view and listen influence us! The message from furious is that we need to rebel. As i know the artist himself he is also a graffiti artist on the streets and he tells the story of the hard street life with an amazing psychedelic trip. My trip i mean this stuff is really hardcore to trip to! I thought about civil-disobedience and how important is it to maintain freedom where its limited. We need to deliver our message to the streets whatever it takes we must not be afraid because they are people like us we can hold hand together!

After that i found my granfather’s poetry book. It was really emotional moment for me. I picked up and start reading it. As i read I noticed this was his letter to us to the family and all the humanity. All the problems i experienced everything everything had its answer there. My grandfather thought of us and shared his experiences to guide us through our journey. It was his true gift to us. Than i understood the beauty of poetry how words have feelings. It was amazing! I wrote down few myself too at the moment I cried out loud reading my grandfathers poems and got really sad that he wasn’t here so i could talk him. But deep down in my heart i know we are gonna meet again in these eternal lands. Where ever you guys make sure its a place where you can read poems out loud put your music its real freedom. I read some Turkish poets after Nazim hikmet, Can Yucel Also some pieces from Bukowski the meaning and the feeling they put were in such a great harmony. You can feel the love inside you with poetry. So i though poetry must be carried on through our posterity. The concept of time is really bizarre right like sand watches it just flows it never stops. As humanity we exists in this time frame and in order to keep existing we need to give birth the our new posterity. They are the ones who will carry on our thoughts ,ideas and take it further. We will travel to eternal lands after this time hyperspace, parallel realities, other dimension whatever ilife is eternal! But humanity keeps going far and far we will land outer planets soon. Our heritage to humanity is the responsible and loving human beings we bring to this world. They will keep spreading love to humanity bring happiness like we must do right now. After that i closed my eyes and was meditating. I saw the image of buddha it was amazing the perfect detail it was magnificent! Than i understand how buddha teachings are really important.

I was a vegetarian for the last 2 3months.Buddha wants to share this love and pure joy with humanity. I myself want to know further about buddha and his teachings which is present in the books! So i viewed some salvador dali interviews. I find it hard to follow him but i caught some amazing ideas he said like “Im to intelligent to be a good painter” haha i laughed a lot. He really inspires people who are interested in doing art and give them great ideas to start with. I watched to history of music how it developed it was amazing to hear all the different music from folk to rap to classic to sufi all of them. I tripped hard to beethoven was really beautiful classic music these old maestro’s really inspired me. I myself tried to draw picture because my head was confused i took 4tabs i experience total ego loss. Everything was naked and pure no ugly beautiful no rules nothing there was just love and positive vibes. I saw peace sings and hands holding together everywhere and the endless journey of CEVs play with your imagination create all that!. So here i will explain my problem with friend i decided to message him to see what up. I told him i did 4tabs he asked me when i did it 100times to confuse me he asked time how long passed. DAM something happened i was doing some painting this stopped me from doing it! I couldn’t UNDERSTAND the fact that why he did this to me. Come on you don't mess around with this stuff I tried to talk to him but he kept ignoring me. I just couldn’t understand why a good friend would put me in that spot. After that like 5 6 hours i listened music Had amazing experiences with psykovsky and dark whisper my heart was beating really fast I WAS REALLY peaking on acid the visuals were really beautiful when my trip start it was a bit disoriented but further into it it became PERFECT! like all the dots connected creating a beautiful whole.

I viewed some facebook pages where people carry these psychedelic art, create art, share ideas, carry ideas further it was beautiful to able to discover all this and add to this! If used for right reasons its a amazing tool to share love and ideas to help humanity. So i messaged friend you K I love you mean he inspired i love you too man. I told him that yes man now i get you we must not escape from problems. That my friend was stressed he called me home but i really didn’t talk to him because i thought his negativity would get inside me and was brief but the important thing is that. TO BE POSITIVE ABOUT everything this was a huge realization for me in this trip and now im sharing this positive vibes with everyone feeling to love just amazing! So i told my friend im sorry i didn’t talk to him that way. To talk with someone in emotional level you need to share you emotions too. I kept all my emotions inside whole my life if you don't put something from you good or bad you never get anything. This was amazing.

So i talked with my friend about what we can achieve by talking and discussing i was really glad i solved my problem with my friend! We promised each other never to let us down again yet he tried to show how he felt in the DEEP psychedelic experience his frustration with the concept of time and control of reality, Remember he asked me 100times what time is it how much it passed i told him not important. But that point I realize its not right way to push people to these psychedelic edges (2 tabs of good good acid) not every one enjoys or likes it. And even if we do it its our responsibility to stay until the end. 30hours into trip i felt like its to much i smoked some weed acid come back again was really funny. I got scared at a point that i might lose my revelations so i wrote down the most important one. To learn, educate ourselves never let our passion for information go don’t get lazy.

I was talking to F F I told him about my revelations he told me “you think you have a revelation? You think or you have?” that word is the right meaning he told me “Revelation is big work not lsd trip” exactly the real TRIP starts after trip finishes the life itself. Things we need to learn and explore are endless every time we learn something we know better and we know less Yhis was a REALLY POSITIVE experience its been like a week i still feel its effects specially with some weed hehe. Just smile to people, share the love, give the positive vibes around you, feed your heard, lend everyone a hand no matter how they look dress, Try to listen and understand people, We are not alone in this world people we go through all this together, Our heritage must be to create a better world with lots of love our child will keep carrying our flag, Buddha shows us the pure beauty and right way, ART is a way to express ourselves endless , We can turn everything negative into positive with our energy, Friendship is really important and emotions should not be locked inside they must be shared also happiness too PS I danced all the trip ))))

 

Nice report. 30 hours is a long acid trip.What kind of effects are you feeling when you smoke? But holy shit you might want to break that up into paragraphs lol.

 

Yeah i suck at structure can you help me identifying where i can break some . Haha I smoked like 10 joints at psychedelic party yesterday. Was amazing to share the positive vibes with people they also shared theirs with me i feel much happier and filled with bliss. When i smoke weed these times i trip hard acid visuals slightly come back also the feeling which i really enjoy. The trance dance experience was amazing yesterday we dont need psychedelics we just need to feel all this! which is already there

 

Just break it up wherever, it just makes it hard for some people to read when its in a huge wall, i dont really mind though.

yea you were tellin me about that party last night, was it like one of those old school andy warhol ones

 

Yeah they played some old school goa progressive psychedelic and full-on(not a big fan) HAAAHAHAHA

 

Really interesting report Fribzy i have some questions but i guess you cant answer because you are banned oh naughty boy