Hi Ive been blowing this guy recently like every week at school and afterwards I feel really really guilty and depressed. I really love girls (tits n stuff lol) and i dont really 'crave' cock, but I sometimes just kinda do it, without thinking of what Im doing. I really feel depressed after doing this stuff though, what should I do?? :/ Thanks so much guys in advance
I guess that you are just horny, and sex feels good. With no willing girl around to give you a quick and needed relief you go for who and what's available... Enjoy it while it lasts. Do not get depressed over it. You are doing this because you like it. Do not sweat it. It is simply sex. You can go for it as long as you want to, and you can stop if this ain't working for you anymore. KD
As long as it is something you want to do then it's fine and you have nothing at all to feel guilty about. It doesn't make you any less of a man and it's not dirty.
Seems to me that your having a bit of a conflict. Surely there's some reason that you're giving this guy head. Lots of guys are doing the same thing and still are interested in girls. One doesn't cancel out the other. As for guilt, someone once told me, "Guilt is a totally worthless emotion. It only brings us down to feel inferior and is based in shame. If you enjoy doing something, do it. If you don't enjoy doing something, don't." Wow, it actually is that simple. I hope you're not trying to live up to society's standards....That will never work. You're here to be yourself. Please realize that you are unique and that's what you're supposed to be as long as you're not hurting yourself or anyone one else. Been there, done that. Today, I know what works and what doesn't FOR ME. Best wishes !
