Hopefully you have yourself and your individuality. If so, that is more than can be said for some people with even lots of friends.
I don't feel I have many true friends at all. They all seem more like acquaintances to me. Too many people bestow the term "friends" way too easily upon people they associate with. A friend is more than someone you hang out with or go out and get drunk with. If you know people you feel comfortable sharing your soul with, who you can call at any hour of the day or night, then I say you are lucky.
there are some cultures that don't value friendship,, associating yourself with someone simply because you like them
Everyone else? As in, you're the only person who is lonely? lulz If you're just feeling "alone and lonely", then, according to this official chart, you should NOT kill yourself. You haven't reached "suicidal" yet:
Why tell a bunch of strangers on a hip culture forum you want to do yourself in? I went through a rough patch seven years ago and I was gonna do it. Not proud of it now, but you wouldn't have been able to tell from the way I talked or posted. I was actually pretty happy when I decided to do it. My parents saved my life though. They knew what I had just been through in the last three months and they caught on to the fact I was acting too happy and giving my shit away. They got me the help I needed. Looking back I shudder to think about it. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Be strong man.
sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. there's lots of people who have few or no friends. you can probably find some friends though. lots of people feel suicidal at one time or another, but most people can get through that and feel better you might want to check out www.suicideforum.com or www.befrienders.org for a hotline. you can probably make some friends right here hope that things can get better soon!
I think you've reached a new low in life when you need to ask other people if you should kill yourself. I've been thinking about death and suicide as long as I can remember. It seems like it's on the back of my mind, more often than it's not. During the lows is hard not to feel the pain of existence and the "existential malaise" (I'm starting to overuse that, but it perfectly describes it). The rest of the time is my fascination with death and curiosity. Life is great, but it's also kinda pointless. At times I've thought as suicide as selfish or even cowardice, but as much beauty as there is, there is ugliness and that shit gets overwhelming sometimes, it's hard to tune it out, at least for us, the sensitive souls. The thing is, the waves come and go and whatever you feel now, is more like to have been replaced with extreme joy by a week or two, as long as you understand the "I get up, I get down". You'll be ok. If you're lonely, just go make some friends. A lot of people are lonely and feel exactly as you do now.