Desire to be controlled

I have this strange desire/fantasy that a girl 'controls' me by telling me what to do and what not to do.
It's kinda hard to expain, but I'm sure it has something to do with my interest in BDSM and that sort of stuff. I just think it would be wonderfull if a girl -who I don't actually know- gives me rules and tasks over Skype or by text. That I have to ask her to be allowed to do all sorts of things. That se can even forbid me to use the toilet for example.

The strangest part is, that normally, I totally can't stand it if someone tells me what to do. Sometimes I am planning to do something, and then one of my parents tells me that I have to do that same thing, and I suddenly don't want it because I don't like being told what to do...

Does anyone else have this kind of feeling? Or does anyone at least understand what I mean? And do you think it's ever possible to find someone interested in doing this to me?

Thanks for reading

 

Then get married, that should sort that out!

 

Hahaha. Thanks for the laugh but not very helpful tho xD

 

I've been married for just about 30 years & she controls me & switches me on & off when she likes & visa versa.

 

What do you mean by switching you on & off?

 

i'm a girl. you may not use the toilet.

 

smash your nuts in the car door and stick an ice cube up your ass...

 

Clean all the restrooms in grand central station with your tongue