Has anyone had this bad of an exsperience?

You're welcome. Sorry it was kinda long!

and yea, good luck w the outpatient ...i'm on probation also and know how that all goes w the violations and how you can pretty much either get sent to jail or to treatment, so that's good that your P.O. allowed you to do the treatment route instead of the other. :2thumbsup:

Make the most of it and don't fuck it up because they aren't so nice if you do that.

 

thanks for your opinions bro im just stressing it really hard because i was recently the most depressed i ever was in my life i would never think to do something like pray but i did to my grandma i didnt tell anyone. the next day my mom happened to go to a party where there was a medium and she said things about my grandma and she knew stuff that only i would know about me cutting myself and other things so i feel i need to realize the signs im getting and abandon my atheist ways and become open minded to the spiritual world

 

no offense, but if you act like that, you have no business doing any type of psychedelics.
I have had MAJOR bad experiences on various substances and NEVER lost my shit to the point you are claiming.
What I am really reading in all this is just another kid who got his ass handed to him by some psychedelic and is now all confused because he discovered that psychedelics are NOT "party" drugs and need to be treated with respect.

IF you had done some homework you would have discovered that mini-seizures like you experienced are NOT uncommon with mushrooms. In the trip I posted the link to earlier, during the whole time my body was going through little spasms and shit that I'm sure to an onlooker would look like some serious shit was wrong with me.

Again DO YOUR HOMEWORK FIRST and plan your set and setting better and if you don't know what I mean then you certainly do need to do more homework on psychedelics.

Personally, I think you were just acting out, because again, people really don't often "lose it" to that extent, especially on a relatively small dose like you had. You just acted like you thought you were supposed to is my guess. Too many anti-drug videos in school is what I blame.

Learn to hold your shit, it's not that hard to do. Hell I had a nice half hour long talk with a cop once when I was tripping on about 200ugs of LSD, easy-peasy. :2thumbsup:

at least I'm guessing you have learned to respect psychedelics and that they are not "party toys".

and if it was me that found you like that I would have laughed and told you to get up off your ass and stop acting like an idiot, but that's just me:devil:

you simply started having a little hard time and just ran away with it like a bad movie......not cool at all, it's crap like that that gives psychedelics a bad reputation.

and yes, I am very sympathetic to having bad experiences with psychedelics, but all I am reading is just a kid without a clue who got taught some respect the hard way.

 

I'm a female. (just mentioning that because you called me "bro"... but don't worry, I'm used to it... most people on here when they first see my posts think I'm a guy)....

And okay, well, looks like something good happened because of it. It's good to be opened to things of a spiritual nature. Keep an open mind.

 

noxious i understand where your coming from but i have done acid multiple times , countless times, ive done dmt about 6 times i have broke through 4 and it was crazy, but nothing like this, this was like a trip of realization of all the possible outcomes of death and an explanation of the universe, it was not even like a trip it was beyond a trip i have no idea why it happened but i am going to stay away from hallucinogenics for a long long time

 

and o i did think you were a guy but i call my lady friends bro too sometimes so no harsh feelings

 

plus i was not scared or worried going into the trip at all even when i was still in the real world feeling like i was going to puke i didn't care i just wanted to hold it in so i wouldn't puke up the shrooms and my friends mom usually isn't someone to worry about she has no problem with us smoking and going on about our crazy drugs

 

I died and got brought back lo life i was then in a coma and breathing with a machine

 

I had a similar experience but was smart enough to trip in a safe place and didn't end up in the hospital

 

i need help getting this out of my head every day the trip becomes more vivid and clear i seriously experienced the 4th dimension im zoning out all day long its eating me up thinking this kind of pain will happen to me again

 

Stop being a pussy


It'll fade.