Wanted to post a recent Salvia experience I had. Salvia has gotten little respect because of people, like the ones at the beach, who just like yea kids take this 100x salvia rip its like weed but better. But let me say that Salvia is no freaking kiddy ride, and I forget, and the remember that every time I take it. It had been more then a year and half since my last experience with Salvia, and I had been waiting for the right opportunity. I packed a bong full with some 80 or 100x, don't know which one. And I decided to try the dmt technique where you try to take 3 hits and blast off. When I got to the 2nd hit I knew it was enough though, I could feel that strange familiar feeling enclosing in on me. I put the bong done and blew out the smoke. Now I always end up going to the same place on Salvia, and this time I thought it would be different. I thought I would go somewhere new since my psychedelic adventures have evovled so much. But no, I went exactly to where I always went. When I closed my eyes it engulfed me, a vision came that seems like a kaleidoscopic slideshow of moving childhood imagery. It was like the couch and the clock and the table and the piano, and the street in my old neighborhood, all rolling around in this one incredible image. Then it went to this bright green mountain formation, with bubbley rolling hills taken right out of a childrens book. Then it morphed to trees outside my house all set up like a castle. Everything was rolling along. Even though it was a childhood imagery, it was not a child like ride. It was very intense and hard on my head. The whole time it felt like my brain and my body were being ripped apart. And I actually had to roll my body around as the trip was rolling around or else I would feel really bad. It was like I had to compensate with a physical roll to mimic what was going on in my head. I actually thought I went retarded, because I could no think a coherent thought, nor could I find my body. I could feel my body, but I could not see it, I couldn't even find my eyes to look out of them. I could think of thinks I was supposed to think. Like, "hey I know Im supposed to think something about something, wheres that thing that I am at, if im that word that means that thing, then those people that I know, are not going to do that thing anymore." Its like I knew the words for everything, but I couldn't say them, I could not bring them up in my consciousness. I actually spent more time trying to come back, then to actually sit and take in from the experience. When I finally could see my body again, it was weird, everything in the room felt like it was split into layers. I still could barely think, and it took awhile for that to come in. The rest of the night I felt heavy and lethargic, and I slept real deep that night. I can say if I would of been able to let go more, it would have been quite the adventure. Salvia is one of the only substances that you consistently leave yourself behind, to the point where you have no way of getting back to your body until the experience is over. It was a completely psychedelic landscape, filled with abstract imagery. I was impressed though, the one thing that was different was the color and presence of the imargery. Usually when it happens it feels like its taking place inside my head, and the images are usually made out of lines and there on a black background. This time though it was everywhere, encompassing everything in my vision, and they were big beautiful bright colors, fully colored in, not just lines over black. It was really some wow stuff!
Sounds cool! I know what you mean when you say you go to same place. I know exactly what you mean. That 'same place', for me, would be impossible to put into words. I've found that there's no point trying to remember wtf was going on in my head, if it wants to be remembered, it will. If not, no point trying cause it just makes no sense.
good description, that's a very hard experience to put into words, well done and you're right, it's no kiddie ride.
