Recovery is litterally killing me

Discussion in 'Opiates' started by SICK & TIRED, Nov 12, 2013.

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    Well this is new to me, but I am going through wd's & I'm looking for a way to get my life back or should I say looking for a new one. This is my dilima, I am a heroin addict who went to detox for four days, & was given suboxon while in treatment. However; when I was released I was given nothing. I have signed up for treatment, but I have to wait to be assessed for twelve more days. Even on that first day I will not see a doctor. So as of today I have one week clean from heroin, & three days off of suboxon. I am in so much pain, I don't know what to do. I'm contaplating getting at least three bags of dope to ease up, but Im under the impression that I need to be clean in order to be treated (suboxon), or do I? I heard that if you have opiats in your system you might go through severe wd. On the other hand I'm afraid that if I have nothing @ all in my system upon assessment I will not get treated. At this point I just wanna curl up in a ball & just die. Any suggestions.
     
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    Hope this will work. Almost see a light @ the end of the tunnel. Thumbs up!!
     
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    Thanks for the advice. Lucky for me I have four of the six ingredients. Off to the pharmacy for the rest. Just wish this will alleviate most of my we symptoms. At this point something is better than nothing. Great link
     
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    you were only given that to get you over the first 3days of the acute withdrawals.congrats on your one week clean,one day at a time.hang in there! try and make it to treatment.if you are getting suicidal thoughts call a local helpline,or go to the er room.or call. n.a. someone will come to get you and talk to you and try and help you.a treatment centre will not ,not take you in just because theres nothing in you.you just havta be clean going in.whatever you do goodluck.it takes courage ta do what you've done ta come this far,so whatever you do,don't give up!welldone!:2thumbsup:
     
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    maybe kratom would help?

    also erm, I really don't understand why people don't just reduce their morphine dose slowly.

    A combination of reduced morphine dose and kratom could surely pull most people off of opiates if that's the goal.
     
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    Wow this is skill hard! My husband is a old timer who is on the methodon program seems to have forgot how this feels & he thinks I'm over reacting. So thank you for your support. I really don't want to use anymore, but my body is telling me I should. One day @ a time I guess. Thanks Roamy.:2thumbsup:
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    My problem is that @ this time I have to be on Empty seeing that I been off dope for a week, & division for three days so I only wish i had something to go down from. Thanks for the advice Hippipolla. Nice vid.
     

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