Grrr I Fuccin Hate People!!

goddddddddddddddd I HATE PEOPLE!!

all the people in my class always call me DYKE and shit like that... im totally straight, but they call me it! I don't like to wear preppy clothes and all of that.. i wear whats COMFORTABLE!!!!!! GAOJHIOAHWTI GOD... and people dont like that! I'm not going to STOP wearing what i like and stuff... blahhhh

people (well.. guys) call me fat too... even though i think im not! im 5'4'' and weigh about 154. sure maybe thats a LITTLE overweight.. but DAMN i like food! haha that sounds funny!

i would like to lose a little of my belly fat though...... but i just like food. i don't mind excersizing... but its just time consuming.. and its hard to find healthy food at my school...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr im sorry!! this thread really has no purpose, i just need to vent to people that UNDERSTAND!! and hopefully thats you guys...

blahhhh.........

 

darling you shouldnt hate people just because of some fuckers
just forget what they say because you are beautiful and nothing they say matters
its only high school its not real
~ peace and love

 

High school is one giant nightmare... or at least was for a lot of us. I know it's hard when people are being cruel... but look inside yourself, you'll find the strength to move passed it. And you know that people here love you...

 

Besides, there's nothing wrong with being a lesbian Think of it this way - you won't get the scuzzy, ignorant morons hitting on you all the time!

It's nearly impossible to find healthy food at a high school, especially for a reasonable price. Try packing your own, like a salad or something (with the dressing in a seperate container)

You don't sound fat to me sweetpea, you sound like you're just being yourself. I'm the same way... I love my food even if I got a belly, and don't have a lot of time for exercise - you just gotta try to do something a couple times a week (not even to lose weight, but because you'll be healthier)

Obviously these people are moronic jerks. Listen to your heart, not dumbasses.

 

lol! hahaha im not trying to say i have ANYTHING against lesbians! they fuccin rock! and i don't really hate people, i thought it over and that was just a rash moment you know?? i mean... the people that SAY that are DO totally suck... but oh well..

im glad to be myself... and i always will.. im not going to change for someone else. but it DOES suck to be called a dyke when you aren't one, you know?

 

I wish I would have had this book in high school. Just a thought.

The Teenage Liberation Handbook by Grace Llewellyn

 

im gunna check that out most definately

 

Here's a question, and I really hope it doesn't offend anyone, because I'm curious, that's all.

Are females lesbians because they find disgust with the majority of the males out there? I mean, aren't they still open to heterosexual relationships with nice guys? (And I mean really nice guys)


And oh yea, as for high school. You have to have a seriously very indifferent attitude to survive. Thankfully, I was dumb enough to make it through without much awareness, but it can be hard for someone who doesn't care too much for the plastic cliches and social games, as I like to call it. You really just have to keep to yourself, not give a shit, and find some interesting friends who are individuals. And oh yea, you can be 'cool' too, and I mean truly cool.

 

LESBIAN!!!!!!!!!

People are stupid, it's a fact of life.. I'm kinda quiet but when people say stupid things I laugh (I try to not be unkind but when people ask, after spending a year studying the first world war and naxi germany, which world war hitler was in..I'm only human)...Anyway, I'm always nice to anyone that talks to me, and I'm always smiling (by-product of working in hospitality for so long), but I was talking to someone I hardly talk to and apparently half of our year was scared of me. Kinda odd..

So yeah, people are stupid. Its worse when they're your own friends and don't even realise how they make you feel, I'd feel lucky if only people I didn't really know were mean. *hates people but not really too*

 

Like all things in Life, there are Good and Bad.

Focus on the Good, ignore the Bad.


OT - Fantastic Rose barefoot hippie. I don't see it often...

 

You are only 15 right now...as people get older they usually become nicer.
I don't know if this holds true for anyone else but I found that towards the end of 10th grade/ beginning of 11th most people strayed from their own little clique to try and get to know a more diverse part of their class.
So find your own place, have fun, and be open for new friendships.

 

I am god?

 

aww sweet little dear...i know what u mean...i myself shave my head, have a faceful of piercings covered in tattoos work in a manufacturaing wharehouse...and i get called dyke all of the time...when i started dating my boyfriend my sister asked my other sister if she was sure it was a guy....stereotyping is a mean and cruel way to be....but once u get to know somebody, u can tell they only do this out of fear of something they do not understand...in other words.....they can all kiss your ass sweetie

 

I could be wrong but I think a lot of girls questiont heir sexuality because they find men intimidating. I know for the short period of time I thought I only liked girls it was because I was scared to death of having sex with a guy. Other women are soft, they're safe, they don't pose a threat, they're not stronger than you.

 

I almost wish that people thought I was a lesbian. Well, at least, guys at the bar. I only go dancing with my galpals, I don't hit on guys, I don't grind with them. Hell, I tell them to f* off or run away if they come up and start to grind with me (without me seeing their faces! EW!). Problem is, at the bars here, a lot of chicks grind with each other to try and lure guys over because lesbians are hot for most guys, for whatever reason. Ugh, men and bars sucks.

 

wow! i had forgotten i had written this!!

well... i had a BIIIIIIIIIIIIIG turnaround... i no longer give a fuc what people think of me, and by God, if i want to where my phatty patchy pants and a big ol tye dye, well then ILL DO IT... sure, people might give me some weird looks, but screw them.. it feels good that i am being MYSELF...

oh, and for any confusion, im not lesbian or bi! lol i was afraid people were confused!

but hey, if you ARE lesbian or bi, more power to ya!

thanks for all the support guys, i love ya!

 

well i definitly felt yer pain sis...even members of my own family thought i was gay until i brought my boyfriend home..LOL

 

You don't honestly mean that there aren't "scuzzy, ignorant moron" women are you? I beg to differ.

 

congratulations on your new found self confidencedont let anyone make you feel bad about yourself! and always remember to smile and be proud!

 

Or just frown and be proud, if that is the mood you are in.