Sorry to disappoint you AOG but no I didn't. It most certainly crossed my mind and I have done that many times before in bed as she's slept beside me. There's something quite naughty about seeing a pool of my cum dribbling down her black knickers as she sleeps. Just for information, I always own up to it the following day and she never complains!
Not 'love' exactly but I do it occasionally when I am in the bathroom as that is the only room with a mirror!!
Try , Sitting while wanking , then just when you feel like your are going to cum - stand up while holding the neck of the cock head. You will feel orgasm but not cumming !
When I was a teenager I remember that I really liked to stand up while I jerked off so I could watch my cum shoot off in front of me and land on the floor. I also used to enjoy standing up with a bunch of porn magazines spread out on a table and stroking off so that I could shoot my cum all over the place. It was also a thrill to be standing because my knees would buckle as I cum, and often, the orgasm would be so strong I'd fall over. Nowadays I don't masturbate while standing up very often. The last time I did was in the bathroom on an airplane.