An Rc Doesn't Hit You Like It Used To, Sadness

I remember I used to have the sweetest trips on MXE, I would just lay down in darkness and listen to a chill Cd, I'd be off in other abstract dimensionalsf or hours. I did alot of mental/emotional healing this way too.

No matter how much wait time I do between mxe sessions, I still cannot seem to get it to hit me liked it used to. I feel sad about this since the experiences were so meaningful to me.

Anyone else have a RC ally that doesn't do the same trick it used to?

 

yeah, sounds like its time to stop chasing that, you probably just wore the drug out. your brain is used to the effects too much so they're no longer anything novel or special. I've contemplated that maybe there's a difference in the way it's made now and the stuff just isn't as good as it used to be which is a possibility but I think there's only so many times you can do it before you lose the magic and you just feel fucked up like you're brain is broke or something until it wears off.

Maybe try taking a longer break, like a year or more and if it still doesn't do anything for you maybe it's time to move on to other things, maybe come back in 5 years after that point.

I suggest leaving the dissociatives alone and try LSD for a while if you're looking for something meaningful ... but remember it's all what's in your head that determines what you get out of it.

 

The last batch I did I recall had me feeling more wired than I was accustomed to from Mxe, it felt more like 3-MeO-pcp almost.

My immediate thought was that it was cut but you think an accumulated tolerance and/or a different isomer could account for the differences?

 

i bought some "iso-MXE" once ... not sure what they meant by that except maybe that it was a specific isomer, instead of the regular racemic mxe. I didn't like it as much. I used to prefer racemic ketamine over S, though the S is most common it seems, and more potent. Racemic k feels a little edgier than the S isomer from what I remember.

 

I have found this to happen with pretty much every psychedelic I've tried... Even lsd to some extent. I haven't taken 2ce, 2cb, or 4acodmt in at least a couple years, so we'll see how they treat me when I finally try again. I know I've taken 2ce after at least a year break, and had a lackluster trip. 2ce has given me some of my best and most intense trips when I first got into it though...