Why Do I Feel So Alone For?

Don't let it get you in this sort of dragish hopelessness. You have to live your life. Don't let preconceived judgments get in the way. You may enjoy anti-depressants. You don't know. You haven't taken them all. Just give it a shot with talking to someone professional. It's your life. Live it.

 

I think it is your monthly, and I dont mean exactly that, its time for a cute widdle baby, coochie coochie coo

 

I'd prefer another dog tbh.

 

Im willing to put money on you being pregnant within 5 years

 

Ha! He gotta be 6'5, long blonde hair, toned and 7-8", uncut. nothing less.

And even if I could find him, he wouldn't know what to do with me. ^.^

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1cv-BveHJk

 

I have much better horse skills than this.

 

Ok

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEuA54pULl0

 

I see.

 

Ok Fine.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wGiGrnCZhs

 

I don't see how any of this is meant to help me?

 

welcome to the human condition. when you're not fighting off feelings of depression or loneliness, you're lamenting them

 

Its the fucking internet, we not here to help.

We are just here.

A bunch of opinions you take what you want and disagree with what you don't.

GOOD LUCK HAVE FUN.

 

Well most others replies were helpful. :toetap05:

 

You just took a nice vacation and don't post about ever working.

Get a new perspective.

 

I speak of my job often enough. -shrug-

Somebody is salty.

 

So people who have nice lives aren't allowed to feel depressed sometimes? Jeez.

I know what you mean about needing a good friend irm. I have friends I do stuff with but it has been many years since I've had the kind of friend I feel comfortable calling at 3 am if I need someone to talk to, someone I check in with every day just because. Good friends have a way of keeping the wolves at bay, so to speak.

 

Not all fun and games with me. I have two bad knees, an awful back, fucked shoulder, tinnitus, destroyed eye site, trigger fingers and most likely have a future full of arthritis. Been through a lot in the way of under the knife too.

But you won't hear me complain about work much, the way I see it, work offers almost the best times to think. You just work your 8 hours or whatever and you get to go home and live the rest of your day. It's a job. -shrug-

But thank you Mel. it makes me feel a little better knowing I'm not the only one and it seems like it was going to happen anyway.

 

And I should actually probably come out and say I do suffer from bipolar and everything I read at the moment seems to be a symptom of this. And it says it may get worse over time if not treated correctly. But I really don't want to mood enhancing drugs. I fear that certain pills will mask my true self, I may also put on weight which doesn't phase me because I think I'm active and conscious enough to maintain it but I also worry that my sex drive will dissipate with these pills. =[

 

I've wondered if I am biploar as well. I agree that the medication could "mask your true self" but if you are truly not happy it is something to consider.