Seriously between getting yelled at by my parent's and teachers, worrying about school work, worrying about how I'm gonna survive after school and getting fired from my first job after only a couple of weeks! I honestly can't think of the last time I was TRULY happy. Sure there are fleeting moments like when I'm with my friends but if it's just me I just get super terrified and depressed........wow that got super dark lol anyway when was the last time you were really happy what happened or didn't happen that made you so joyful
I know people will say this to you, but it's true... These worries will seem trivial in years to come. Chill, relax, take them as life experience, and then, you will find happy days. Most days are good days, but it depends on my mood, I've had horrible days, that in comparison, some people wouldn't know, I was having a good day, lol. Does that make sense?
The last time i felt very happy was a few weeks ago when walking through the park, simply enjoying Spring. You truly are "ahead" of your time.
Sunday, Monday, Happy Days. Tuesday, Wednesday, Happy Days. Thursday, Friday, Happy Days. The weekend comes, My cycle hums, Ready to race to you.
i pretty much manage to avoid the extremes both ways, but these last four days, thursday through sunday were especially wonderful do to a certain furry convention by the name of biggest little fur con.
Maybe you've just identified the answer. Actually afterwards, I've quite often had a strong "come down" feeling. Generally with a new girl, I look at her and think "well technically it was good... but thats about all she offers me". Sometimes the feeling afterwards is like I've been trying to lie to myself. Not nice at all.
I don't even remember when I was actually happy I have so many health problems new medications upping all the time. so tired of it. I have a doctors appointment Saturday about getting my medical marijuana card I hope it works everyone in my family says you will totally get it I'm trying not to get to excited about it in case I don't get it I know I have the right medical problems that will favorer in my corner but I'm afaird that my medicare insurance will be a reason I won't get it