I really regret acting the way I did. I just don't know what I'm doing. And he had plenty of opportunities to approach me that day, but didn't. So I feel like I'm getting mixed signals as well. Anyway, I added him, but I haven't messaged him and I don't know if I should. Is the ball in his court? Does it matter? Why do I overthink everything?
Someone has to make the first move, so why not you? Maybe something along the lines of "Sorry if the kiss seemed awkward, it was so unexpected. Maybe we could try it again sometime" would get his attention.
You've blown it now. You thought too much about what could go wrong, left it too late, and you blew it
Haha. You're probably right, and thanks for the honesty. I messaged him anyway and got a polite response. It was about something completely inconsequential. That's that then. Now I just have to work on forgetting about the whole thing.