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Growing older is a strange experience. In every way I'm better off today than I've ever been, but still...I'm feeling trapped.

Used to be I could just get up, pack everything in one bag and hit the road. Now I can't. I'll be 50 next year and have too much to lose. At this age I'm unemployable, can't do without health insurance for even a little bit and I doubt myself too much. I'm dealing with the fact that I probably am working at the last job I'll ever have, am driving the last car I'll ever own, am living at the last house I'll ever have, etc. When I was 21 I headed west with $600 in my pocket, driving a car I bought for $250. I didn't even have a job lined up. I can't imagine doing that today.

The 18 year old boy in me still wants to roam, but the adult doubts all that. Midlife crisis? If you see me driving a sports car and chasing underage floozies please shoot me.

 

Hey.......Curb Your Mouth Sunshine.........I'm 70 And I Drive A Sports Car......AND I Still Admire Youth......

At 50 I Was Still A Young Man......



Cheers Glen.

 

dead and co just did an east coast run ,and Im sitting here thinking why wasnt I at least a few shows. I couldve hit philly. I have the money. if I cut corners, only a 6hr drive. when I was in my 20s, had the money, but things were cheaper, hotels, gas, even milk and cereal .. I always feel part the magic is gone because just one thing. LSD ..I want some acid. not phony stuff. and sure you can trip on shrooms but thats not the trip. idk. I wish I could just up and go, Ive a dog, and didnt much times back then.

 

I'm 61 and I had several jobs since I was 50...I'm not saying they were great...but I got what I needed and wanted. lol

Now I'm doing a job I never ever thought I'd do...I have no idea what the hell I thought...

but I'm a 24/7 caretaker for the meanest old 97 7/8 (almost 98) yr old mother since Mommy Dearest. lol

50 is just beginning to have some wisdom.

 

LSD is still very common at Dead and Co. I don't know lot of older heads seem to think only they got the real thing but nothing has changed in 50 years. I don't get it and I've taken viles burred in 1975. It's the same thing.

 

Here there is usually chalk board to write your name on, or if coin slot tables, put a coin on the table to signify a reserved spot.

I remember one night maybe 4 or 5 years ago at a pub these 3 guys walked in, I dunno where they were from they were black but weren't American, and they wanted the table and people I was with said well you need to write your name on the board.

Now the dude could play, but he was also playing dumb and cunning so he racked up the balls in a completely incorrect order and then broke with no effort so that all the balls of one color spread out and all the other color stayed in the middle. It was a complete bullshit shot, but I said to my friends don't worry I got this. So he was winning by a mile because I had so much work to do but I ended coming back to win I remember I had to hit the 8 really hard to come off top cushion and not sink the cue ball that I technically lost the game because the cue hall bounced around and hit my cue but well after I'd sank the 8.one of his friends saw that and jumped up and down but not my opponent he came and shook my hand and said well done, and then I owned the table.

 

last time i played we had all the front tables rented til close ...so no one bothered us

 

On league nights all the tables get reserved and always some drunk party comes wandering over trying to challenge.

I've really gotta get back into practice it's been so long since I've played I've just rely enjoyed the lack of stress and anxiety of it all. But we will be back in action January and I need to get my eye back in.

The last time I practice was on the weekend and I had set up 3 yellows and a black and tried to clear them. I did it all in one visit and patted myself on the back and walked away.

 

they make a black labial too

 

A car drove past me tonight that literally rattled my car a few inches to the left from it's stupid sound system. There is no way that sounds good to you. So damn annoying because every time I tried to drive past him my lane slowed down and he's right by me at a light. I have a loud stereo but that not loud.

 

doof doof doof doof doof bawwwahhhhahhahaaaaaaaa doof doof doof doof doof

I pull up to mofos with banjos going off. YEEEEHAWWWWW

 

rofl. i just got off the phone with my dad and he has recently gotten the facebook and he has a friend on there that been long time friends and anyway, he says to me "you know, such and such sends some really dirty porn to me on facebook" and i laugh and i ask well what does he send he says "well, for starters i don't believe their cocks are that big. i just can't believe how a woman would lower herself that much" and i explained that yeah this the porn these days and how pretty much anything goes. and then he said "i was going to send it to you but I thought you wouldn't appreciate it" and I laughed and said oh i don't mind, it is nothing i haven't seen before. so we laughed and talked then he hung up and i have a message on my facebook from him and i dont want to open it i'm thinking dads probably watched his first anal gangbang or something and it's weirding me out. he's probably thankful even more that i am a lesbian if thats how guys treat women these days lol. and ill have to tell him, some woman aren't that much better.

 

-18 degrees......it is a cold one this morning

 

It's gonna be a hard winter for everyone. My daughter has had -18.. believe me, UK don't get those temps as normal!
I've had -8..
Utility bills are gonna rock for the share holders this year..

 

Johnny Walker.. reminds me of my dad at Christmas, he always had a bottle of someone, and that sound of a morning on the radio.. Johnny walker... Good DJ... Memories!

 

i;m going back to sleep for a hourish

50?....lot of nerve saying 50 is old around here.....young whippersnapper....one of us old fucks should take him out back and slap him good.....one of the ladies please...its your turn

 

It's just out dice having a moment, it's an age thing.. catching up on him

 

Thought the new star wars was a bit boring in parts. Too long too. All the others average at 2hrs5mins this went for a lot longer. Also thought Skywalker played a horrible character. I dunno why he just didn't seem right. I also hadn't watched the previous since I saw it at the movies so was a bit lost. Have to watch it again and then this again me thinks.

 

it was sad when chewbacca died.

 

Red Labial???
so it it made with girly parts?