Are you married and into mutual bj pleasures with your bj buddy? We have settled on just dealing with each others cock for now. It's a mutual satisfaction thing. He will suck my cock and I will happily suck his, but kissing,etc. makes me uncomfortable. I don't even think about doing it with any other guys either. If this didn't fall in my lap, I probably wouldn't have even tried it. Is this weird? Do any other guys have these feelings?
It doesn't sound weird at all. I think a problem that we all deal with is societies requirement to fit neatly into a box. The sexual spectrum is very wide and people's interests are very unique. Just because you enjoy cocks, that doesn't mean you will be interested in sex or intimacy. Some people may want the intimacy without being physical. It boils down to what you like and hopefully finding someone that has similar interests. Have fun.
I feel the same way, my attraction is his cock and sucking it to completion. My wife is fully aware as we have a married "suck buddy" that visits 1-2 times a month. He and I just enjoy sucking cock from time to time. My wife is present most of the times and joins in occasionally.