Stoned Festivus For The Rest of Us

We met up like instant friends that had known each other forever but hadn't seen one another in forever except we hadn't known each other forever or even met before. (that she was aware of) There was a rush of blood from when they open the door to the pub and stepped in and I 90% know what I'm looking for... I knew it was the guide dog chick! Walk in with her tall hubby I said they couldn't miss us, only female couple in the bar. Not the venue where I had played pool, we went somewhere a little more dark, quiet and dingy. And we were like omg omg omg omg running up to greet each other, tits and hair flailing everywhere.

And what lovely people! The similarities are rediculous. She doesn't have bipolar but she has ADHD, so it makes her outburst with random stuff, much like my bipolar does to me when manic, so that's relatable. We figured we'd be like peas and corns when we're both on the brink of our mental problems and my wife and her hubby just stared at us a lot like "ohh God we should never have gotten these 2 together".

They live in an apartment only small place and yes she was the guide dog chick. the girl that asked me to be her guide dog at a concert. She doesn't remember it though. too wasted. I told her that I was curious as to what that had meant for days and that I was annoyed with myself for never pursuing it and it felt like she was the one that got away.

Still a massive head trip.

 

Road trip to Sisters tomorrow for the day to do some deck work for her and have fancy Donuts and bagels from the Farmers Market... I will stop at the reserve but I I'm pretty stocked up so maybe I'll just get some candies

 

depends on if its length or girth... 12 inches girth is surely purple or rainbow but could be any color, as dragons are colorful creatures.

 

Im getting a cold I can feel it all the way from my throat to my nose. I'm having a hot hotel bath now. Hotel bathrooms, why don't they ever have ceiling fans? What do the cleaners enjoy coming and mopping up a steaming wet bathroom? It just baffles me. I know there's floors on top, but surely design a cavity for steam exit. Rediculous... anyway...

When I get I out I think we are going to check out early and go find a coffee shop and hit the road back home.

 

Weird... Index finger on my right hand is twitching back and forth. Been doing it all day.

 

Been working it too much over your 12"

 

Haha. You kinda walked right into that one didn't ya?

 

No... No I didn't

 

lol

seems like everyone is at the Garth Brooks concert tonight. hubby is there in the nosebleeds. sold out, like 84,000 people. traffic has been ridiculous down there all day.

 

Bout an hour into drive home. I had this nicest coffee it was cherry flavour. Unreal.
I was just reading the nicest message our new friends just sent us. Ever since getting in contact with them I've felt so naturally high and it's an odd feeling. It's like my body is dumping adrenaline though me and at times it feels like I've had too much caffeine. My wife just said maybe it's because I'm always down in the blue that I forgot what it feels like to be somewhat normal.. Maybe.. Or I'm just excited perhaps.

 

We's just good ol' pen pals here. Ughh I just got huge motion sickness from typing in car.

 

Now to make or break the friendship completely, I decided to come clean with my true elephant in the room (which will remain nameless)

Now I need to go through the agonising wait for response. I said this had surged completely rediculously in terms of anything I'd experienced before in terms of meeting someone "technically" online. While 70% of the hangups I have as a person that might not be enjoyable to others, shes taken them on with a bat lol, but I had to be honest about something else. Now that we've met, as to not portray the wrong picture, I have to know and know for sure.

I never understood the term much until I wrote this, but I feel like I have an understanding of what the term "wearing your heart outside your skin" means. I feel like the way I am now, I'm very happy and excited, but I also feel very vulnerable and afraid to get burned too. So although my heart protected inside my skin and body, if I wear it outside my skin, or on my sleeve if you will, it means I'm putting my all into this I think and everything on the line.

 

I Don't Understand Why You Are Putting Yourself Through All This Crap......You Have A Happy Marriage....

Right..???....Why Risk "Screwing It Up" For Someone You Met By Chance And Asked You To

Guide Them Somewhere...???....Sounds Like You Are Well On The Road To Destroying

Your Marriage.......I Hope Not.....But Remember Peeps......You Read It Here First.....



Cheers Glen.

 

Well if you think I'm going to "screw up" my marriage then you're very mistaken with how our relationship even works, so pish posh to your "read it here first folks" garbage because you don't have a clue. It would hardly be a worthwhile relationship if my wife disallowed me to make new friends. and if my wife is sitting there with me and interested in making friends too, what possible ill conceived thought can you really muster?

I'll tell you why it means a lot me because people are too distrusting snakey and finding friends on my level is a big task. Sure, I can find friends easy enough and am happily social the way I am, but I'm after something more. I'm after that one good ideal friend, the "best friend forever" type of friend.

It kind of annoys me that after knowing me for ten years you'd even come up with that conclusion.

 

Because I'm Speaking From "Experience"......Which By The Way Is One Of The "Perks" Of Growing Old.......

So Many Times Over The Years I Have Seen Gay Couples "Screw Up" Their Long Term (and thought

to be solid) Relationship....Just Because They "Got Flutters" From The Other Side Of The Fence.

They Say That The "Grass Is Greener On The Other Side Of The Fence".......Well.....Life

Has Shown Me Quite The Opposite.......



Cheers Glen.

 

freezing under ac will be nice when under blanket soon

 

It Makes It Very Hard To Make A Response To You Irm When You Repeatedly Edit Your Posts.....



Cheers Glen.

 

It shouldn't have needed editing it shouldn't have even been posted. Wife and I are meeting new friends, that's it.

Also I just got the response and they're totally understanding. So that just makes my day.

Its Irmi and Loz, unbreakable. It's in fact a true testiment of our impeccable communication and trust we have with each other that we can do this together. If you want to read horror stories, they're all on here on HF, relationships where one side of it is unable to grow and this indefinitely becomes a problem. Well we aren't going to get like that because our adaptation is too well, we are too open and encouraging to let anything like making new friends go wrong. We all in this together.