I'm a big jerk.

It's called using ludicrous idealistic concepts to accentuate sarcasm folks. This is the interwebs so I guess conveyance of tone is nil but come on

 

Yeahhhh Lotta big words there

 

Doesnt matter how clear you make it that you're joking, someone is always going to take you too seriously on here

 

i thought the whole point of hipforums was a place to drink too much and say stupid shit.

 

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Surely you're joking.

 

Yeeeah there's a Lotta big words in there.

 

Dont call me Shirley

 

Sarcasm or not was irrelevant to me as i was being neither serious nor humorous. I simply replied in the same manner you did.

 

I felt bad today, because I really don't know what I'd do without someone to talk to. Even gb. What if they banned me? Then I'd just be stuck in my room, frightened and alone. No one really loves me. I mean like really loves me. Sure people are thoughtful towards me, but it's not the same. If I died tomorrow, no tears would be shed. And I don't know how to make anyone feel good about me. When I try, people just put me down.

 

Feed stray dogs and they love you forever.

 

yeah don't worry guys, i took the whole exchange as an ongoing, slightly surreal, not-sure-if-we're-joking joke.

 

Well I'm hoping that apologizing works out well for you. Maybe whiskey isn't the right drink for you? Hopefully some good will come from you getting so upset.
Maybe it was part the drink that upset you. --- I guess it can be good to admit that the alcohol may have been part of what you may have upset you. Maybe there was some pre-existing emotions that the alcohol brought out.

There is that song lyric, "Blame the alcohol" -- I myself haven't thought it wise to blame the alcohol at times. Doing so may end up with you being forced to quit drinking.. Also, believing that the booze is the cause of your anger when it may not be, could give you a connection that may make you get angry at other times if you drink again.

Anyway, I'm hoping that you're doing better and that some time good from you're being angry. -- Sometimes an angry outburst can lead to a positibe change

 

Huh? Where'd this come from?

 

She was talking to me.

 

Mind your meds.

That concerns me.

You need to take them regularly or wean off completely. This skipping around on them is too hard on you.

 

I totally got you.