Why does he have this hold over me? What makes him so special to have this effect on me? I'll tell you what makes him so special. I'll tell you what makes him have this hold over me. Because I am crazy about him. That's why. Because I'm falling for him. Yes I said it. I'm falling for K****. I said it again. And I don't give a damn who reads it. I hope everyone reads it. I really hope K**** reads it. I'm not holding this back anymore. I don't care if he doesn't feel the same way. Well I kind of do. I hope he does. But I already know he doesn't. He'll probably get freaked out by this. You said you always wanted the straight up truth. Well this is it. Take it or leave it. No hurry, no rush. Just wanted you to know how I feel. Take your time. I'll wait on you because you're worth waiting for. Yes its true that I want to run up. I want to run up to you. I want to wrap my arms around you. To hug you and kiss you. And not give a flying rat's ass who watches. But that's just me. I want to. But I won't get to. Just so you know. I really like you K****. Even if you don't feel the same. I just wanted you to know. That's all. The end.
