im not, i don't really think i ever have been and im not trying to sound all emo and crap either cuz i know how annoying that is. but is anyone else like this?? its weird though cuz when im out in public i act really happy but its all just fake. i only do this cuz i know how annoying it is to be around someone whose always depressed, but its ALL JUST AN ACT! eh sorry...just felt like i needed to get this out, im tired of acting
Don't worry, I know how you feel... Sometimes I am happy though, if ya concentrate on funny random silly things life gets better, even if its just momentarily. I know this is a cliche but you should always be yourself and show how you feel, if your friends don't know you're sad how can they help you be happier?
Make up your mind not to act. Don't mope, but if you're not feeling positive, I think you'll find it better to say to friends, "I'm feeling a little down today, but it's nothing I can't handle. I'd like your advice on it."
sometimes sadness can be such a puddle of shit, especially when someone says to cheer up or get over it. I don't know... usually happiness is something that you have to find. It doesn't have to take place right away...it should come naturally.
From Denis Leary's "No cure for cancer" "...NOBODY'S HAPPY! HAPPINESS COMES IN SMALL DOSES; ITS A CIGARETTE OR A CHOCLATE CHIP COOKIE OR A 5 SECOND ORGASM. YOU CUM, YOU EAT THE COOKIE, YOU SMOKE THE BUTT, YOU GO TO BED, YOU GET UP IN THE MORNING AND YOU GO TO FUCKIN' WORK...THATS IT, END OF FUCKIN LIST." Listening to that usually makes me happy!
"I know a song that gets on everybodys nerve, everybodys nerve, everybodys nerve...i know a song that gets on everybodys nerve, and it goes a llittle something like this...<repeat forever>"
