You know what. I'm glad if this pandemic changes how people hug. I LOVE hugs from the right people.. but for me, that is a very few people and for ages I described myself as "not tactile" to make people understand. Then I changed tactics and decided to hug when and how everyone else does and there have been so many hugs in the last two years that ideally wouldn't have happened. And the worst times are when I can tell it isn't particuarly genuine on their side either. Ugh. It gives me a horrible feeling. It's like casual sex with someone you wouldn't have had sex with if you weren't drunk.
Closest vibe to Metallica I'm getting to today. @Gul Dukat think you might dig this one too (and i didn't think that about the former posted tunes ): Melechesh - Caravans to Ur
I'm developed this philosophy and practice over the years, that present me should always be thoughtful and kind to future me. But present me should also be kind to present me and I'm really excited about getting cute new house clothes haha
also on hugs, I'm weird about them too. My brother in law likes to hug me specifically because he knows how awkward I am about them, then he has a good laugh at me being awkward So glad he and my sister are getting divorced
yeah, i like this : ) i love thinking of myself in ten years, thirty years... it kind of blows my mind that that will be an actual person. who doesn't entirely exist yet. i like thinking of past me too, as a separate person.. sometimes when i remember bad times, i mentally give the younger me a hug. I feel like in some weird "time is an illusion" way, it helps.
yeah and then there are hugs from men where i can tell they are being creepy-in-disguise and i feel rude if i refuse but then it's like hug-rape. it is easier to be known as "someone who doesn't hug". But I didn't like the connotations people had with that because they weren't true. so if it just becomes socially unacceptable to hug left right and centre, all good with me.
Pretty much every guy is aware of how such a hug can be experienced by a strange woman. They're the rude creepy ones.
Frankly the track is too short for that tasty riff...! Esp unfortunate because of the misleading length of the vid
^ Good stoner vibe. Saving it for proper listening later Stuck in an excellent antihuman black metal vibe atm