I feel very guilty. For example, I just went to the coffee shop (a rather common occurrence... I love coffee!) and there were two women that I sort of couldn't avoid being in the vicinity of... One with a cute car (I almost told her "cool car") and one in a skinny dress. I feel really awkward because ordinarily I would just go right on about checking them both out. But now, I sort of feel like I would be violating my partners trust. I guess it's just something I'll be getting used to. I'm not unhappy about it, it's just different than last week.