maybe you feel like you dont deserve it...i wouldnt worry about it...sounds perfectly normal.... by week three if i havent had a bit of a wild party night i start going crazy...treating yourself is a good thing!
Nothing wrong with your addiction at all Trish. I like to live the good life too. I love to go out to nice places to eat and do the same things. There was a time I could afford it and did it a lot myself, but currently I'm not able to. You'll get to that again though. Just finish up your school and keep plugging away at life and you'll get to enjoy those things again. If you want it bad enough, you'll get it.
my problem is.. even if i cant afford it.. i do it anyways. less then before, but i still do it and i know i shouldnt
It really is nothing to be ashamed about, why should you deny yourself something important to you, so long as you don't go overboard?
it cant be too expensive..debt or not..people still have to live...life is for living...not stagnating! Go it! just not overboard and keep digging yourself outta ya debt!