...wasnt really what i expected. i didnt eat that much, cause originally i was just gonna make sure everyone was doing alright. i didnt hallucinate like at all, but i was in like a completely different state of mind. i was thinking about things that i usually didnt think about, like psychoanalysis type stuff. does this make sense?? maybe it was all in my head, like the placebo effect? thanks
if you didnt eat much.. you'll still have some effects in your head.. but not neccesarilly exterior effects like visuals...
that sounds like 'boarderling tripping' to me. you were more than likely being affected by whatever you took. shrooms, i assume?
yeah, my first 2 trips were like that. i bought an eighth and eyeballed out 2 half eighths, (btw i'm pretty sure these were either shitty shrooms or not 3.5 grams), yeah so wehn i ate them everything was weird and strange feeling, and i had a great body high, but i didn't get the visuals i expected. IMO, fuck half eighths lol. for me its 3+ grams or its not worth it. if you want a great spiritual awakening, ego loss, thinking you're dead trip, eat 5+ grams, thats where you'll find out just how powerful shrooms can be.
you dont need large doses neccesarily to experience some deep intense stuff.. you just gotta know how to quiet your mind.. meditate, and how to 'float along'
Eating a gram or two usually just results in the giggles and very quickly branching thought. I always find it handy to have a pad of paper and numerous writing utensils to record my thought process... Or at least try to ...