I know the feeling, I d this all the time, Grab some normal clothes and go to a dressing room, its fun to see yourself in lingerie surrounded by mrrors.
In my case in a strait heterosexual male, I have no desire to be or look like women in anyway, I simply love the feel of soft stockings and panties on my skin, I don't wear dresses or high heels or any other women's clothes
I love to wear bras, panties, and stockings with belts or pantyhose, around the house and outdoors. Wearing them outdoors gives me a huge thrill and a hard-on. I also wear them when masturbating, or like now, I am now wearing a white bra, and pink floral 'granny' panties.