this is the place for dreams so can anyone try to explain for me why i dream so much about death and falling?? i fall into the ocean and drown, is there a reason?? can it be a connection with that i falled into a pool when i was 3 years old an couldn't swim?
When I was 3, this huge spider attacked me while I was taking a bath, ever since then I will have nightmares about spiders every now and then, and sometimes I will wake up, and see them all over my room, with spider webs, and they are usually all psychedelic colors, but it scares me so bad, and I know I am awake cause my mom has to come in there and tell me they are not real. So maybe thats what it is. You have a fear of that. I cant get around spiders, the thought of them sends chills down my spine, I have real bad arachnophobia.
The ocean may signify that your emotions will be overwhealmed. Your falling denotes depression. Dreaming of life and death may connote an inner struggle of trying to do good when being bad, or that it connotes fresh starts and failures.
Cassiopeia, I think you are always the best to understand and everything else you hear being told to you is but suggestions, and thought impulses. But it is you who makes the connections so they are real and true for you and they will take you on. Imagine there are no dead ends but all there is is movement and changes that will take you beyond your own fears of being stopped. In your dreams you seek to find closure and healing, as much as in your waking reality. So watch yourself when you feel like loosing your ground or feel like not having enough air to breath, and then just try and react in a different way - relax with the experience while it takes you deeper within your own self. Death is about change. The sea is about the awareness of being one with all that is and maybe you find you do not really drown but are taken in and embraced with great trust while you are just changing on. Forgive yourself that you have not been able to swim, and learn to fly. I think your dreams are like breath to nurture you and keep you alive. But then all experience is about just that.
