I've mushrooms a couple times, but always with friends (oh wait, except for one time in Amsterdam - i took some hawaiin shrooms independently) . This time I am doing them solo - in my house. An eighth in some lukewarm chai tea. The purpose of this trip is to understand what has been keeping me in a state that in between neutrality and one that is hyperextreme - neither one of which is going in the direction that I know I will be in a few months. I geuss it's just a matter of getting some things wrapped up, and then I'm heading out. I'm also pretty high so that is why I'm rambling. Wish me luck!