Ok, Ihad a dream two nights ago where I was someone (I looked like me but I had different friends) and I knew for a fact that I was going to die... and soon. It felt like an imposing air on everything that went on, I kept saying things like, "You don't understand, I'm going to die and it doesn't matter!" and I gave away stuff and ppl thought I was craZy. Then i remember talking to my mom, and she was crying and i started crying too, but i was only sad because she would be sad, then I remember floating through colors and different states of knowing different things (which corresponded to the visual dreamstate)... I woke up and had the most unaware day ever.. Now today.. and I didn't sleep but 45 minutes and my world is currently floating upsidedown, but I love it. I mean I don't feel dead, or morbid or anything... just kinda thoughtsy-turvy... What is up with that???
Usually deaths mean new beginnings. Your telling people that you are going to die may mean that you will be moving away. Now if you ever get kicked in the stomach - then start worrying. If you only had 45 minutes of sleep today - please don't drive.
