I dont really know how to do this. so ill just jabber away and you'll make of it what you want. I been to this site before. about four years ago. but after a while, I've stoped visiting here. it was becouse of things that happened around me that left very angry with the world, and after I stoped being angry, I was disapointed and depressed, and after that I grew apathetic. needless to say, this site was no longer a place where I felt comfortable in. but now, due to a decision I made to gain back my faith, In myself, in this world, and who knows, maybe even mankind, and remembering the good time I had here, I've decided to return. so I guess Im a disillusioned ex-hippy, seeking some sort of repentance, wishing his dreams back. btw - I live in israel. I am not ashamed of it, nor very proud. if you must get political about it please do it in a respectful manner, after thinking out what you'r about to say, and finding all information related. I'm all for debate, but I dont like pointlessly screaming at each other. peace (what would it take to get that dream back?) yoav "tsiftsif" belman
