Go for it! I once had the pleasure of being asked to video a woman whose husband was deployed amd she would send him clips to watch. She wasn't with a partner...just her pleasing herself in a few different ways. It was one of the most intimate things that I've ever done. I sometimes think that she was more turned on by doing it for the camera than she was if she was alone or even with someone. Her desire was to do it in front of a camera with him, when he returned. I don't know if she ever did but I bet it would have been something.
That's boring. The fantasy is doing actual paid and merchantilize porn. Amateur home made porn is not even worth the try. It's like buying a tuna can when you wanted to try sushi your whole life.
I agree it is a total different type of scenario being on a set compared to doing it yourself. I can say we've had plenty of satisfaction with our home made stuff. Being a connoisseur of porn for many years the flavor of porn we enjoy differs as we go through life. For me now at this stage of my life I really enjoy seeing the intimacy shared between the two lovers in home made porn that's real rather than the fictional sex you see in the production type. It's fun going out to a location with my wife and setting up the phone or camera and sharing an intimate moment that we can re-live again and again. But I still enjoy commercial porn too. There's so much variety. I remember in our younger days at the nude beach being approached by a guy who offered us some money to film us having sex. We turned him down but I still remember that for a reason.
Liking your new avatar Jenna and if it's even somewhat close, then you look even hotter than first imagined.
You are getting me wrong. I don't have a fantasy of seeing myself in camera, home made porn is 100% pointless to me. Feeling like SUCH a whore that you are doing sex for sex's sake con camera anda without any intimacy or feelings is exactly the lustful thrill that fuels my fantasy. All you mentioned are turn offs to me and the exact opposite of what I feel regarding this porn thingy. My fantasy is doing sex work on camera and feel like the women who do that for a living feel. I barely consume any porn. I'm not interested in the slightest in home made porn of any kind. I love the world of porn behind the camera not the product itself.
When we had a mfm with a bull who had been with a bunch of women, he said they were the biggest he had ever seen. And there was no doubt he liked them, he spent a lot of time licking and sucking them. He laid them open like a butterfly and liked how perfectly matched they were.
It's a shame you never got to live out your fantasy. I have been working in porn on an occasional basis for many years now, I took a break for a while but have been getting back into it over the last half dozen or so years filming specialist themed porn. If you do ever get the opportunity it is so worth it, as you witnessed from the other side of the cameras. As you rightly point out the feelings involved acting in those scenes are so different to homemade porn.
If I lived in an alternate reality where my wife told me that she wanted to become a pornstar, then I’d tell her that I’d become one too - or from that moment on we’d be swingers and start doing lots of orgies and swapping. No way she’s going to be the only one having all the fun.
