Previously, when I drank other people's sperm from condoms, I didn't care what these men looked like or who they were... And now I'm wondering who they are, what kind of penises they have, and what they look like... And even see their faces.... Why are such changes happening in me?
Cocksucking is both personal and intimate; I can understand guys going to places with glory holes to feed their cock habit and as anonymously as possible - but at least you're getting his cum right from his dick and not "second-hand" out of a condom and, man, I cannot imagine ever wanting to do that (I hate the way condoms taste). So, I'm not surprised that you want to see the cock and the guy it's attached to and, yes, to see the prick that's about to deliver to you a fresh load of cum and "untarnished" by any other tastes or flavors... because if you suck cock, you're pretty much compelled to suck cock and cum up close and personal. Oh, and chances are that his cock and his cum will taste different...
I am very excited by your words.... I even think about this man's character by the taste of his cum..