Same. I want to find someone close to me that I can sit and chat with as well as get on my knees and give him head without fear of violent or extremely rough treatment.
I have a guy that I've been mentoring for a while now who likes to send me vid clips of men having sex and he likes to send me blowjob clips where very big-dicked guys are doing "unthinkable" shit to a cocksucker's mouth and throat - and shit that I would kill a motherfucker for doing - and shit that I've punched guys in the face for doing. I'll tell a guy before the fact that if he was thinking about doing some "porn shit" while I'm blowing him, we won't be doing anything. Furthermore - and I think it's probably because I'm from the old school - face/throat fucking is not sucking cock. I've spent decades honing my cocksucking skills and I aim to use them to actually suck cock and... my mouth isn't my ass or a pussy (and my ass ain't a pussy, either).
Early on, I had to learn to not get bent out of shape when a guy merely put his hands on my head but he's not trying to hold me in place or, ugh, not about to start ramming his prick into my mouth. As such, I had to learn the difference between a guy's natural reaction to fuck my mouth and him actually and purposely fucking my mouth - and then being able to allow him to fuck my mouth (and to give me a break from sucking him) as long as he did get stupid doing it. I also had to learn to not pay a whole lot of attention to whatever might come out of his mouth - and provided his mouth wasn't filled with my boner. Having said that, I wasn't having any of being called a bitch, a whore or, worse, calling me a girl, honey, baby, stuff like that there. Telling me to suck it? Sure - what do you think I've been doing? Asking me to slow down? Eh, maybe I will or maybe I'll go faster. I just need a guy to know, remember, and understand that while I love to suck cock, I don't have to and I'm not going to take any shit off of you nor do I really care about whatever cocksucking fantasies you have from watching porn and I will leave you un-sucked and unfulfilled faster than you can blink because this ain't just about you.
For the most part I don't care what comes out of his mouth either, as long as it isn't followed by actions. But like you said, I won't put up with insults, or commands. I'm not your baby, bitch, whore, sissy, or anything else.And I've had chats where the guy got to full of himself and told me to swallow "Swallow your King's Staff and Like it Tramp!" I just blocked him and moved on.
There are a lot of guys who thinks that a cocksucker has to put up with that bullshit. One guy ordered me to my knees, and I looked at him like he'd lost his mind. I told him, "You got me confused with those guys who liked to be ordered around..." and I left without anything happening. He's blowing up my phone and leaving messages as well as demanding answers and I refused to take his calls until he'd left a message that humbly asked, "What did I do to piss you off?" - and I told him. He almost fucked up when, after I told him, he said "But I thought..." then wisely didn't finish what he was going to say. He was looking for that guy and I am never that guy. The older I get, the less patience I have for this shit...
SO far, all my experience has only been in chats. But the more guys that gt abusive behind the keyboard the more I wonder if it will be just as bad when I actually meet someone. It really does feed my paranoia, and keeps me from going out an looking in real life.
I literally, have just experienced sucking a Brazilian TS. Smooth, gorgeous, shaven and hard. First time ever. Would recommend
That's a church thing. My dream is to have a man admit to me he masturbates, so I can tell him I do. And go from there. I want to hold and jerk somebody else off. Etc
(1) Have thought about sucking a cock at sometime during their life? Yes, I have thought about it a lot (2) Have thought about what it would be like to have a cock cum in their mouth? Yes, I have thought about it many times, especially after eating my own cum (3) Are brave enough to admit that they thought about sucking a cock? I have told my wife before while we were fucking. She responded that she’d love to eat another woman out (4) Have actually touched a cock other than their own? Not since playing doctor as a kid (5) Have actually sucked a cock? More like kissed one (a friend’s) when I was a little kid (6) Have actually had someone cum in their mouth? I haven’t cum in my mouth, but have been snowballed and have eaten my own load after jacking off (7) Aren't afraid to admit that they have sucked a cock? Haven’t done it yet, so nothing to admit.
1. Never really thought about it until recently. 2. Never really thought about the cum, just the act of sucking cock. 3. Well, here I am talking about it. But not anywhere else aside this forum. 4. No 5. No 6. No 7. N/A Don’t know why I’ve been thinking about it, I’m not attracted to other guys at all and the thought of doing anything with another guy does not appeal to me. If I ever gave a BJ I’d be more likely to do it with a shemale. Sounds strange, I know. This is one of those things that will most likely just be a thought, but never actually happen in real life.
(1) Have thought about sucking a cock at sometime during their life? Yes (2) Have thought about what it would be like to have a cock cum in their mouth? Done it often (3) Are brave enough to admit that they thought about sucking a cock? Yes (4) Have actually touched a cock other than their own? Yes (5) Have actually sucked a cock? Yes, many times (6) Have actually had someone cum in their mouth? Yes, I luv swallowing (7) Aren't afraid to admit that they have sucked a cock? I ‘d advertise but I do let potential long term gf that I enjoy cock sometimes.
