I don't know if this has been posted before, but I'm going to ask anyway. I'm curious as to what went through your mind the very first time you neared orgasm?? I don't know about anyone else, but I was very young the first time that I had an orgasm. It took my a couple tries and it was a dry orgasm, but it was an orgasm none the less. I started masturbating at a very young age and knew nothing about sex, erections or orgasms. I knew that under certain circumstances, and sometimes for no reason my penis would get stiff. Being a very curious kid I would closely examine it ever time it got stiff. I discovered that it felt good ever time that examined my stiff penis. Soon I discovered that it felt amazing if I rubbed it. Eventually I figured out that the more I rubbed it the better it felt. One day, after I had been rubbing it for quite a while I noticed that the amazing feeling was getting stronger and stronger. My penis started tingling, almost burning, but it felt too good to stop. I started breathing heavy, I was getting light headed and my penis was really tingling. I immediately stopped!!! What did I do to myself? Did I hurt myself? Should I tell my parents what had happened? After a couple minutes the feeling started to subside. I wasn't sure what had happened, but I decided against telling my parents because they always reprimanded me for "touching myself down there". I decided that I would wait a day or so to see if anything was wrong with me or if I "broke" something. I waited a couple days and everything seemed to be working correctly. Not being a chicken and still very curious, I decided to try again. So, I proceeded to rub my penis just like I did before. This time, when I got to the point that my penis started tingling and I got light headed I kept going. I kept rubbing until my body started stiffening and the tingling got so intense that I once again scared myself and stopped. Once again, I waited a couple days to make sure that everything "worked" correctly, but it felt so good that I had to try again. The next time I swore I wasn't going to stop no matter what. I put my hand on my stiff, little penis and rubbed away until I got that wonderful tingly feeling. This time I kept going. The tingling got really intense, but I kept going. My body started tensing up, my breaths were getting quicker and quicker and the tingling feeling was getting almost unbearable, but I kept going. The more I rubbed the better it felt. All of a sudden I became so light headed that I almost blacked out, I started gasping, my legs started twitching, the muscles in my perineum started contracting and my penis started twitching. After the feelings subsided I just laid their spent. I was sure that I had done something wrong or something to hurt myself, but it felt so good. Once again, I waited a couple days to make sure that I was alright. I was truly concerned and was afraid to tell anyone what I had done or to ask them if I did anything wrong. Luckily after my "waiting" period, I figured out that everything was okay and went right back to "pleasuring" myself and I haven't stopped since. Only now I had an ultimate goal!!!!!
My first orgasms that I remembered were not by conventional means...at 13 or so and horny as shit with no outlet or understanding why I felt like that and why I was hard all the time. I found out quite by accident, that something vibrating felt great on my hard cock.....and if I held it there just right....wow....eventually that good feeling got stronger and stronger - all of a sudden felt just amazing, leaving me about breathless. What the hell was that?? I thought I discovered some great secret sex thing to do...nobody ever talked about that, it was all a mystery... wow...I wonder if anyone else knows about this.... So, I'd steal away when I could when I had the house to myself, or very early in the morning to have a 'buzz'....eventually it got to be kind of a habit....and it was difficult to have to wait until the time was right for some blessed relief...it sucked because I really needed it and couldn't do it, lest my secret got out that I was some pervert.. I tried other things to make the same thing happen, rub on my sheets or such, but it made me sore....lube would have been great if I thought of it. Eventually I figured out the significance of it....then after a few months, I'd get a little bit of cum when it felt so good...oh, this is why sex is supposed to be so fun.... I remember one day, just lying in bed at night in the dim light, naked, playing with it, trying to re-create the same wonderful feeling, and as usual, it got hard. For some reason, I just jiggled it up and down a bit around the head....and it felt kind of the same, great....wow.....you mean I can do it just like this?? That's all it takes? I carried on, now stroking it up and down more and faster and wow...I can feel it getting better and better ...then ....bam - it worked.....the same great feeling happened....I launched up on to my stomach a small dribble of cum from my barely pubescent cock....unbelievable, I was just stunned....wow, all this time and it was THAT easy to do?? This is great... Why didn't someone just TELL ME before how to do it ?? Then I did it again, right away...it worked again! Wow, this is it!! Eureka...!! That started off a very very fun summer of self discovery....two or three times a day....it was great...It was my special secret....never discussed with friends...even though they were all doing it, too, likely....I hope. It would have been nice if maybe one of my older brothers let the big secret slip...there was no way to find out things like that then...my friends were as clueless or silent about it, too... I wonder how many times I have done it.....it never ever gets old and feels as great or better than the first times. Crazy, huh?
First time I orgasmed I thought I broke it. I had this overwhelming feeling I never felt before then stuff shot out of my dick. I was young so didn’t know so I thought I broke it.
I was 100% sure I was dying. I'd been screwing my girlfriend and, oh, man, did it ever feel good! I had moments of feeling a really warm feeling wash over me - many years later, I would realize that I'd been having orgasms - and all of a sudden, that good feeling started to feel... too good. My heart started racing and I was sweating like the proverbial pig; I couldn't focus my eyesight and I was breathing really hard and that was the point where I knew I was dying and it was like a bomb went off inside my head (and I'd swear that I saw bright lights) and I didn't know what was happening and I must've blanked out for a moment because the next thing I knew, she was saying, "You did it! You did it!" "I did what?" I asked her. I still wasn't feeling all that good but she kinda pushed me off of her, pointed at her pussy and said, "Look! You shot the baby-making stuff! Do it again!" Indeed, looking down, I saw a lot of white stuff oozing out of her! The second time didn't feel as bad as the first time but, man, that was one heck of a feeling! And I never did find out how she knew that I had shot my baby-making stuff in her. I was nine when I first had an orgasm and ejaculated.
Like most boys, I loved playing with my penis. I loved being stiff. I had started having wet dreams, so I was aware that I was finally making sperm. I was cumming in my underwear a lot. One night, my hard penis woke me up and I suspected that I would cum soon, so I went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet and just squeezed my little boner. It felt nice and eventually I unloaded in the toilet. Soon after, I decided to intentionally cum, so I got my brother's Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition and dropped my pants. I got hard and started squeezing and stroking myself until I came. It's been a part of my life ever since.
