Hi Names Jack Had a few wines tonight and feeling a bit raunchy. Sorry if this abit long. I have been bicurious since an early age. Well Alwaysed loved woman. But found anal orgasms early. And it went from there, spurred my curiosity. After the first time I stuck something in my ass and had a crazy orgasm. I was abit hooked. I hid it in all my relationships with females. As I felt it made me look weak to admit I liked it in the ass. So I never told any of them, and just gave into the urge now and then. At the start I wasn't attracted to men in anyway. Iam Still not really attracted to man in romantic sense. Just the idea of the dirty sex, one can only have with a man. Inoticed after awhile fucking myself... It went from fantasies of being pegged by a woman to Now my fantasies getting more extreme.. I started imaging what a man / cock would be like and imagined a man actually fucking me while I used the toys. Next thing I'm day dreaming of wearing stockings and a thong too. I started thinking if I was every going to go through with this. I'd properly have to suck a cock too. So I began to wonder how that felt. Then came the deep throating videos. And the first time I put a dildo in my mouth and forced it down my throat and felt the gag response. Holy Fuck I couldnt believe how amazing it felt!! Being the one choking and gagging. I thought it was all the person who was getting sucked received all the pleasure. But to me. this made my whole body tingle as i practiced gagging on this didlo. Like almost bringing me to a weird orgasm. Tears in my eyes, snot dripping from my nose drooling saliva everywhere! I was in heaven. I couldn't believe it. I started to read about people getting pleasure from this and apparently some people stimulating the vagus nerve has this affect .So I have been engaging in this when my wife is away. I almost enjoy it more then the anal sex. Makes me feel weird as a straight bi curious guy how I can enjoy sucking a dildo so much. Is this something Iam suppose to be doing. I would never cheat on my wife . So unless she is going to do it with me it's just a fantasy and solo play. So my delima... is my wife found one of my dildos. She broke down and cried and said she didn't know what to do cause she doesn't have a dick and can't give me sex like that. I tried to explain she can give it to me and I'd love it if she would try. But she is too worried I'll like it too much and leave her for a man.
I’d buy a strap on tell her is about the pleasure and not the feelings or that you would leave her. Make it more of a sex game, watch videos together and tell her you love her and you’re not going to leave her. Hopefully she gets into it and ones along and you now will have more sexual pleasure to have
Yea I tried that. I bought a strap-on and left it with her sex toys to drop the hint. She put it on and sent me a video shaking it around. laughing saying do you seriously want me to use this .. I said yes. And she said I'm not really comfortable doing that...
I wouldn't give up on her and your fantasy of her pegging you with a strap-on. My wife was a bit shy at first wearing the one I bought her, but once on and swinging it around she laughed and said, "Want to suck my cock?" Which I did as she eventually grabbed the sides of my head to slowly fuck my mouth. She was into it and said OK babe, let's do this as I got on all fours on the bed as she lubed my ass and her new cock with coconut oil to fuck me like a man fucks a woman and she was totally into it all. It was amazing for both of us.
wow, sucks she reacted that way but she’ll come around. You just have to keep reassuring her that you love her and would never leave her for a man and explain to her that you could never be emotionally attracted to a man. I’ve been honest with both of my ex wives and my current one about how I enjoy pegging and solo dildo play. But I told them in the beginning. They were and she is cool with it. My current wife knows that I sucked dick before I met her but not that I want to again. Although I think she wouldn’t really have a problem with me being bi she doesn’t want to share me with anyone. But given the opportunity I with have oral and anal sex with a man anyway. That’s just me. I’m not suggesting that you cheat.
My now ex-girlfriend knew all the details of my very prolific sex life with guys before her, before we even had sex as I just had to tell her and be honest with my bisexuality before we got naked. She knew I was a top but fantasized about becoming a bottom as well, and fucked my own ass with dildos for years. Maybe that's why she bought an 8" strap-on dildo and fucked me with it, or just wanted to expand our sex life, like with the light B&D she initiated (spanking implements mostly). But she fell in love with pegging me because of the great feeling of power and dominance it gave her, a feeling she really enjoyed. But every single time she fucked me with her "cock", all I was ever thinking was how I wished this was a real man fucking me with his real cock. And I also began preferring fucking her in the ass instead of the vagina (which she also enjoyed very much and had orgasms every single time we did it). Of course straight guys sometimes prefer anal rather than vaginal as well, but for me I think it was a gay thing. Eventually I wasn't even able to orgasm while fucking her in her pussy or ass without imagining it was a guy that I was fucking. Eventually my gay side one over and I broke up with her after three years together. I just couldn't live without sex with guys, and couldn't cheat on her. Realizing I just can never be in a serious relationship with a woman again because my gay side is just too powerful, and I could never cheat on a partner, even with her permission, I'm now open to even romance with another man and a serious relationship with him, and have put that on my online profiles, along with that I'm also looking for that special man to take my bottom virginity. I'm not saying at all that this is your path; just that gay fantasies are very powerful, and sometimes can take over your life.
